This takes off after episode 1&2 of season 19. I'm so happy right now for them and hopefully everything will be okay again. Hope you like my Mernick fanfic!!

One shot about the end of 19x05 and what the Grey's writers will probably never give us.

Some fixing of Season 19 Episode 1 because I really can't wait for them to get back together. I need Mernick cuteness. So, although the episode was pretty okay, better than I expected, here is some alternative ending =) Hope you like it.

Short story following the season 18 finale cause I really hated the ending lol XD so read to find out =)

One shot - AU 18x18 found this on my laptop and though I would just post it since everyone is depressed because of the finale right now and some Mernick stories always cheer everyone up so enjoy!!!

Meredith's and Nick's story continued from 19x06...

Hope is the thing with feathers "It's been a very difficult six months". That's what Meredith tells Nick when she sees him for the first time after their breakup. Just how difficult the past six months have been Nick doesn't know yet. He doesn't know that, behind the strong mask that she wears during the day to fulfill her duties as the new chief of surgery, Meredith is hiding something, the memories of something painful that she's had to go through all alone while he was away, something that concerns him too but she just can't find a way to tell him. A secret that's eating her from the inside, piece by piece... ...pieces that he's ready to start picking up with her if only she'd let him. If only she'd find a way to let herself hope again. Trigger warnings: description of abortion, depression, panic attacks, anxiety (attacks), break downs, possible hints of psycosis, hallucinations, violent flashbacks, lack of selfworth and tunnel vision in depression.