addiction ✎ phan

[COMPLETED] when dan buys cigarettes to a store who has a cute shop assistant

insane - phan au

phil's entirely normal. dan's entirely not.

sunshine // dan&phil

memories are like an escape. [ phan ]

blurry face - phan

" my name's blurry face and I care what you think. " Dan Howell has an unknown condition where he cannot see faces - no matter what he wears or does - they are always a blur. The doctors nicknamed it 'blurry face', and there's absolutely nothing they can do about it; Dan will have to live without faces. That is, unti...

fuckboy

[completed] philgon: she can fuck you good, but i can fuck you better ; copyright © 2016

Pretty Boy (Phan)

Dan wanted to be pretty (TW: death/eating disorders/depression) Also im not good at covers if you wanna make me one thats great (@phan-tabulousphil on tumblr) Sorry for the promo but I need Current cover by Danspillow

poetry boy :: phan

he was a blank canvas and words could flow out of him effortlessly, there was never a stutter or a stop. he was a sky of colour, a mess of words tumble out of his mouth, messy and faint. *this fanfic contains drinking, abuse, and mention(s) of suicide. if there are any specific trigger warnings, send a DM please!

thin ⚣ phan

events in this story may be triggering also this is poorly written so it might contain grammer errors and such

dear insecurities [phan-completed]

"we spend all this time waiting for tomorrow, yet it never arrives." the story of a boy who writes to his insecurities. the story of another who saves him. {phan} {lowercase intentional} {trigger warning: depression, implied self-harm/mentions of suicide}

Sad Song (Dan and Phil)

Dan Howell. A teenage boy with depression, self harm, and a very rare disease of butterfingers. Also has an obsession with llamas. Phil Lester. A teenage boy with eyes that could make the moon jealous, has an amazing talent for making people smile when they have gone through the roughest crap ever. Also has an obsessi...

late night thoughts ;; phan

You asked me if I was okay. I said yes. Why did I say yes, Dan?

The most depressing Phanfic you will ever read.

"This is the most fun I've ever had."

Glass Hearts | phan

Beating hearts. Sliced skin. Shallow breaths and a feeling of love. That was what we were. "You had a heart made of glass and eyes that only saw stars. You were a canvas soaked in color. Vivid memories and passion saturated your bones. You made me feel."

Unread Messages

Messages that weren't meant to be read (Phan, trigger warning) I do not own Dan, Phil or the title image. Currently being rewritten. No story changes, just phrasing and grammar.

Shattered || Phan [COMPLETED]

shattered. ((Highest Ranking: #85 in Fanfiction)) sleepyplisetsky||2015

Vodka And Razor Blades- Phan

Dan Howell is dealing with depression. And anxiety. And he's losing his mind. Maybe he just needs to find his Knight in shining armor. Will he?

sad boys - phan

(crossdressing!phil) phil is insecure, has anxiety, and has selfharm tendencies. (anorexia!dan) dan just wants to be thin. (trigger warning, selfharm/suicidal thoughts-actions/anorexia/ect...)

love me // phan

he looks me in the eye. C O M P L E T E

sad face // phan

complete phil: you okay dan? dan: ;( will go through severe editing and plot changing in late january--early febuary

THUNDER // phan

he repeats the process; C O M P L E T E tw ; self-harm, suicide, depression, major character death you can not read this story AT ALL if you get triggered by those topics

gasoline ;; phan

[SEQUEL TO CONTROL] "you can't wake up, phil, this isn't a dream!"

Goodbye Internet | A Phan Oneshot

October 16, 2009 ~ 'Hello Internet' October 16, 2017 ~ 'Goodbye Internet'

the broken

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

no homo > larry au [completed]

louist91: I kinda really wanna suck your dick louist91: no homo tho ••••• {HIGHEST RANKING: #3 in FanFiction}