Life just doesn't make sence what so ever right now... Zan just makes it worse, i'm stuck here, and i don't even know where 'here' is, i can't move, talk, i haven't eaten in days. The worst thing is i can't remember anything other than pointless parts of my childhood. No. the worst thing is that Zan, my so called 'social worker' told me half my family are dead...

My mum has cancer, and my dad doesn't seem to be himself anymore. I don't think I am either. My mum looks more like my gran, and I don't want to have anything to do with her. She was so young, so beautiful...