Sexiness was a quantitative index of how much skin shows with a V-neck T-shirt. Logan Luxembourg stood firm with his philosophy. It was his gospel. He thought he was the apex predator, an alpha male. But he was just a V-neck T-shirt draped over a broken heart. This is the epiphany that love does not fall from the sky. Sexiness was a qualitative measure of another's identity. Troye Angelou was someone who most thought of as a fool. A fool to give up his livelihood to another; to lose his own will on issues that concerned his life. He was the prey, a puppet. This is the realization that love can be toxic too. Perhaps Logan's identity was his neck-line and Troye's was built by someone else. They were different, yet so similar. They were lost in themselves, so much to fight for, but no one to fight against. They knew that love could be forever. Until that day came, they would fantasize of a love that never ended; of a lover that loved despite their flaws, unconditionally.

Travis Ortega finally asked the boy he's been crushing on for a year on a date. On that date, they shared tales about each other. Their likes, dislikes and corny jokes. They also shared their Mint Mocha and Mocha Cookie Crumble with each other. They shared something else, something passionate that only two people who share a deep connection with each other could feel in such a blissful moment. This moment of joy came crumbling down when Travis woke up to a "Seth-less bed". That moment changed his life forever. It changed the person he was and turned him into someone neither himself recognized. Travis decided that he was going to stay at home and go to College but after a year of feeling disconnected with everything and everyone he decided that he needed change. A new surrounding with people he had never met before (even though it was unlikely he would befriend any of them). So, what is Travis going to do when he starts his new college only to realize that the boy sitting in front of him is no other than Seth Winters? What are both of them going to do when their emotions start to take control of them? What are they going to do when everything starts spiraling out of control?

"What do you want?" I cried. "What do you want!" I screamed my heart out, the evergreen trees shadowed over me like they were hiding me, the sun's rays burning my eyes. A black mist slithered at my feet, wrapping around me like a tourniquet. Black dots swirled in my vision as it tightened around my throat. "Oh Blaine," a gravelly voice seemed to surround me. "All I've ever wanted was you."