Lucy Schraan isn't just nervous about dating someone - she's positively datephobic. When she comes out to her over-involved nerd friends, though, they convince her that her time has come: Lucy Schraan is going to find a partner. (Probably.) *** When Lucy comes out as pansexual to her close friends - a group of AP-taking, theatre-loving nerds - they're not surprised. (Surprisingly.) In fact, they want to help her find a partner. There are a plethora of cute girls in her arts school, like Ash Kagawa in her APUSH class and thespian queen Lia LaFollette, and Gene Mann from her required gym credit has weirdly nice forearms. (Like, nice-nice.) Lucy is terrified of dating, though. She's comfortable playing other people, experimenting with different parts and different lives. Living her own life? Absolutely terrifying. *** Picture "YOU DON'T LIVE HERE" by Robyn Schneider meets "THE UPSIDE OF UNREQUITED" by Becky Albertalli. ***UPDATES EVERY FRIDAY. PROBABLY.

A new life in New York sounded like the perfect idea, but things didn't turn out how Maya Becker hoped. After two years of heartbreak and abuse, she knows what she has to do - go back to her hometown, a small coastal town in Maine. Four years have past and she's not the same girl she was when she left at 19, but she has no where else to go but her sister's house. She's burned some bridges and isn't sure if she can fix them on her own, but she has to try. Can Maya and her sister, Nella, reconnect? Will Maya be able to overcome the emotional rollercoaster going home will be?