george harrison if your spirit is looking down upon me please look the other way also i forget to capitalize , so somethings that should be capitalized are not capitalized 😭 there's very light smut sorryyyyy i suck at writing smut this is my first fanfiction, i work 2 jobs and i'm a high school student plz forgive me if i don't update this regularly :)

A John Lennon x reader self-insert fanfic. Grief changes people. After John lost his mother, he disappeared behind closed doors, shutting out the world - and shutting out you. You tried to give him space. But the silence gnawed at you. So you went to him, again and again, even when he lashed out. Even when he said things that broke your heart. Because you remembered who he was before the loss. And you believed - somewhere under the guilt, the anger, and the sadness - he was still there. This is a story about what it means to love someone through grief. To hold on, even when they push you away. To watch them fall apart, and to hope they find their way back - not just to you, but to themselves.

Have a dive into Y/N's life at her new school aka Westerburg. (this is not the best at all) FIRST PERSON POINT OF VIEW!!!! DISCONTINUED!!!!!

This story is set after the events of the Heathers. In this, Veronica rips the explosives off JD but he pushes her back and escapes around the side of the school when the bomb goes off. A month later the school explodes and the note that JD wrote previously is left in the wreckage. Veronica dies as well. JD and his dad move to Miami, Florida where JD meets y/n, a girl who is just as disturbed as he is. **contains swearing, extreme violence, faked suicide, and depictions of abuse. I apologize for a lot of stuff I've written in this book about abuse and things I really had no experience with. I hope this doesn't offend anyone and I apologize in advance. The fanart on the cover is not mine.