Karl is FtM trans, closeted at home but finally free to be himself once he starts college. He planned to stay hidden and just stay unnoticed so not to get into any trouble. But a rather popular music student finds his way into Karl's life, and his plans change. This book is written purely to vent and give me something to do, also to maybe help those who need it :) possibly even educate a few. These characters are based off of dsmp characters/their online personas. Not real life. It's all just fiction. (Karlnap and dnf in this book) More of a happy book this time, less triggers, but they will of course be written at the top of chapters :)) (Main/often triggers: transphobia, unsafe binding)

helium by tbhyourelame on ao3! if they want me to delete this I will!! also don't forget to follow me for more helium updates!! COVER ART IS NOT MINE!! it's from pinerolli on Twitter!!!

TRIGGER WARNING; this story contains heavy themes of eating disorders and depression, if these topics trigger you or make you uncomfortable please refrain from reading this story. i don't want to make anyone uncomfortable. IF YOU OR ANYONE YOU KNOW IS STRUGGLING, PLEASE SEEK HELP AND MY DMS ARE ALWAYS OPEN IF ANYONE NEEDS IT <3 ------------------------------- Nick finally gets a chance to visit his best friend Karl Jacobs but as the visit goes on he becomes concerned with the amount of weight he seems to be losing. Conflicting feels fight against each other as Nick tries to answer the question; how could someone so perfect, hate himself so much? ----------------------- in the process of rewriting as well ^^

George is ftm trans and he's excellent at keeping the secret from the others, but when George, Dream, sapnap, karl and Bad all move in together, it becomes a harder secret to keep. There is dnf Cus why not, possibly skephalo, maybe a sprinkle of karlnapity if ur interested. Triggers are at the start of the chapters, but here are some often ones: -dysphoria -needles/injections -transphobia -mentions of sh -sh -unsafe binding (Cover is not mine, credits to the artist.)