"I want to live not survive, I just want to feel alive" A collection of poems created by yours truly. {Trigger Warning} {#750 in poetry}

The school knows Ezra as the mysterious badass who always speaks her mind, but the truth is that she is barely holding on. She is forced to work long hours to support herself and her depressed mother and just wants to be reassured and loved by someone. Avery is the smart quiet girl in the back of the class who is way to awkward to talk to anyone other than her best friend, Ally. She hates being called the innocent and sweet girl, she longs to be taken seriously and to one day stop being so afraid to show confidence. What happens when Ezra starts failing Chemistry and is forced to have a tutor who constantly drives her crazy? Will Ezra finally feel like she is being understood and let her guards down? Will Avery be able to build her self-confidence hanging out with Ezra? Will these two fall in love? You can figure it all out if you read this book. Also this is a rough draft, beware. #1 in girllove 6/11/20

When Rebeccas mom passed away from cancer, she finds herself 4 months later moving to a new town with her dad. As she deals with starting a new school and bumping into the very attractive Lexie Foster, how will their new "friendship" play out? However, this isn't all Rebecca has to deal with. Due to her mother's death, her father has started drinking a little bit more than usual. How will Rebecca cope with his mood swings and what will happen when things start to get a lot worst behind closed doors? Will she trust in her new found love interest or hide it from everyone? =================== Started: June 2020 Finished: January 2021 =================== Best Rankings: #1 in newgirl on 12/03/21 #1 in suffering on 29/01/21 #1 in rebecca on 10/02/21 #2 in gxg on 31/11/20 #2 in moodswings on 18/04/21 #2 in gayromance on 29/04/21 #3 in gay on 07/02/21 #6 in newschool on 28/04/21 #7 in abuse on 29/11/21 #15 in lesbianromance on 14/05/21 #17 in girlxgirl on 09/02/21 #24 in trust on 14/02/21 #24 in nightmares on 28/04/21 #25 in wlw on 12/09/21 #28 in couple on 04/03/21 #34 in gay fiction on 09/04/21 #38 in teen romance on 26/04/22 #58 in lesbian on 15/05/21 #59 in lgbt on 18/02/21 Book Cover made by: @1-800-get-yeeted

"Allah guides whom He wills to the straight path." (Al Baqarah | 213) Aasiya is the girl who has it all. At least that's what everyone tells her. So, why can't she escape this emptiness inside her; that's slowly eating her away? Moving back to Pakistan for her medical degree was the answer she sought, but her life turns upside down, when she is forced into an unwanted alliance. Can Aasiya untangle the knots of her heart, as she journeys through life, whilst battling with herself? Will a happy ending await her, with the one she desires? Or truth will break her and cause her to fall apart? *RATE ON GOODREADS*

A short testimony of the life of a Christian girl.

I thought to myself, I could not possibly be the only teenage girl out there who wants to grow deeper and stronger in faith. I could not possibly be the only teenage girl out there who is struggling in living the Christian life. There has got to be other teenage people out there who can relate with what I am going through. So I had this idea of posting this for people out there to see. This is not a devotional. This is more like a faith journal. How and what I write here is like how I write in my notebook that is just between me and God. Only, I'm sharing it with you.

You think just because my father is a pastor I should be perfect or my life should be great. No it's the total opposite. I was abused and raped by my father. My father is an alcoholic. Every night he goes to the bar and drink. My life is not perfect. I have become a prostitute but everyone only knows me by the pastor's daughter. I was judged, beaten, hated by so many felt unloved until I met a man named john. I didn't want to trust him since he's also a pastor .I tried to push him away but he refuse to leave me. My name is Nelly and this is my story.

Erin, an orphaned pickpocket, is the queen of a small criminal subculture, but when she steals her way into a deadly conspiracy, mysterious powers seek to silence her. Erin will need all her cunning if she is to survive this new world of violence, magic and companionship, but sometimes, survival just isn't enough... Completed

Every High School story is full of fake relationships. This is the story of Miseal, Holly, Dina, Olive, and Grant. Miseal comes from a normal semi-christian family, the only problem is that he's an in-closet gay. Holly is dealing with life as a normal teenager, or so she tries to convince herself. Holly was abused by her mother up until she was seven years old. Olive is a very quite, and very smart girl who struggles every day with her adoptive parents who only use her for her pay check. Dina's life isn't such a clean sleet either with her abusive on again off again boyfriend Shane. Grant, a very argumentative character, is a boy who struggles between the good life, and the drug life. He doesn't intend to but he slips into drugs and alcohol as he battles between his groups of friends. These Stories are the real works of art with knowledge gained during hard trials in this life, especially those dealt in High School.