Even when things had been tough before, Dec had been ready for the steps that came next. Steps towards moving in together, towards the altar and now, slowly, towards building a family. But he hadn't been ready for the toxicity that leaked from Stephen's own family and he wasn't ready for the stomach-dropping vertigo that came when the world was ripped from beneath his feet. Dec/Stephen Sequel to 'The world, coming down', 'As we fall apart', 'I would start a riot' & 'If I could shelter you'

Dec wouldn't have wanted to live this way...Ant was sure of it! I love a happy ending when I read/write stories,so this was a challenge to myself...it doesn't have a happy ending. You have been warned!

One way or another, Dec had been captivated by it all; those eyes, that smile, his somehow calm but chaotic energy. He was captivated. Enthralled. Desperate to live the life he couldn't help but fantasise about. Even if, in reality, it wouldn't be the perfect, picket fence existence he imagined. Even if the world would come falling down over and over again. Even if everything went wrong... It would all be worth it in the end. Dec/Stephen

"Maybe it would be best if..." "What's that supposed to mean?" "I don't think I can do this anymore." It felt like it came out of nowhere. They'd had a lot to contend with for a long time but still, after it all, they'd had each other. Until they didn't. Pressure was building for Dec to find a relationship the media would be happy with. Stephen was still trying to deal with his family. And then there was just the small matter of that photo... Dec/Stephen Sequel to 'the world, coming down'

In which Dec gets married and Ant talks about the whole experience. One Shot.

In which, they dream about another, better life. One Shot.

"You take a deep breath now and tell me what they said" Lisa said gently and stroked Ant's hand with her thumb. Ant turned his head and looked at her, his eyes starting to fill up with tears again. He held them back as best as he could and then whispered, barely audible: "Two months, Lisa. They gave me two months." Where Anthony McPartlin finds his own way of coping with things and that involves living to see one thing in particular with his best friend. WARNING: Angsty story with main character death. Do not read if not your thing. A/D. Mature. A lot of angst. All fiction.

Can Dec ever forgive Ant for kissing another man? Based on the song Till I gain control again by Blue Rodeo.

Dec is forced to live the worst day of his life over and over again. Can he stop this vicious cycle? (AU, A lot of angst, major character death)

A collection of times, through the years, that Ant and Dec were more than just best mates. Not entirely sure if the title pertains more to the story or to my horrendous updating abilities. Enjoy! Xx