Even when things had been tough before, Dec had been ready for the steps that came next. Steps towards moving in together, towards the altar and now, slowly, towards building a family. But he hadn't been ready for the toxicity that leaked from Stephen's own family and he wasn't ready for the stomach-dropping vertigo...
Dec wouldn't have wanted to live this way...Ant was sure of it! I love a happy ending when I read/write stories,so this was a challenge to myself...it doesn't have a happy ending. You have been warned!
One way or another, Dec had been captivated by it all; those eyes, that smile, his somehow calm but chaotic energy. He was captivated. Enthralled. Desperate to live the life he couldn't help but fantasise about. Even if, in reality, it wouldn't be the perfect, picket fence existence he imagined. Even if the world woul...
"Maybe it would be best if..." "What's that supposed to mean?" "I don't think I can do this anymore." It felt like it came out of nowhere. They'd had a lot to contend with for a long time but still, after it all, they'd had each other. Until they didn't. Pressure was building for Dec to find a relationship the media w...
"You take a deep breath now and tell me what they said" Lisa said gently and stroked Ant's hand with her thumb. Ant turned his head and looked at her, his eyes starting to fill up with tears again. He held them back as best as he could and then whispered, barely audible: "Two months, Lisa. They gave me two months." Wh...
Can Dec ever forgive Ant for kissing another man? Based on the song Till I gain control again by Blue Rodeo.
Dec is forced to live the worst day of his life over and over again. Can he stop this vicious cycle? (AU, A lot of angst, major character death)
A collection of times, through the years, that Ant and Dec were more than just best mates. Not entirely sure if the title pertains more to the story or to my horrendous updating abilities. Enjoy! Xx
Holding on for nothing. Decs P.O.V, not done one like this before hope you all like it :) x
A/D Angst fic Ant has written "Open When" letters for Dec ever since they were teens. Dec is down to his last one. All a work of fiction. Do not read if not your thing.
A/D AU. In the story, they're not celebrities and they are living in the suburbs just outside of New York City. Kinda angsty, so don't read if it's not your taste.
Some things aren't meant to last forever; some things are only meant to be temporary. All a work of fiction. Do not read if not your thing.
