attempted suicide 😔 richie tozier angst bcs that's how i cope. but ye no one cares until you're dead.

richie is struggling with everything right now. the amount of pain he's in throughout the chapters just increases by the word. he eventually goes to his house to an unexpected beating from his father. the worst part is, the losers had been there for all of it. what will their reaction be? idk, keep reading ?✨

"Don't you mean home?" Richie asks. "Richie, you are my home." Pairings: Richie and Eddie Ben and Beverly Stan and Bill Warnings: -SELF HARM -HOMOPHOBIC SLURS -ABUSE

In which Pennywise doesn't exist and everyone is happy... Kind of. This is a Reddie fanfic. I do not own either of these characters or most others mentioned. Matt is OC. All will be aged at 16 and the losers are mentioned but not too much. I'm just getting back into writing and I don't want to work too many characters in yet. Will add content warning as needed. **THIS STORY CONTAINS**: Someone attempting suicide, child neglect, some homophobia, lots of angst. I'm sorry in advance everyone.

richie's hiding his feelings well from his friends, but what happens when other people around him start to catch on, and even ask questions?

→just some soft reddie oneshots →some will be a relationship, some friendship →some of these are long sorry →might be aged up depending what im writing →will be no smut !! →this might include a few byler or fack oneshots, idk →highest rank: #1 in Reddiefanfic

Warning mentions or suicide and self harm also strong language.

Reddie fan fic. Being rewritten slowly ;)

Eddie Kaspbrak is afraid of being sick; Richie Tozier is afraid of giving his parents and the bullies another thing to beat him for. But if it feels so good, can it really be bad? ▼ Warnings: - Homophobic, sexist, and racist slurs (primarily homophobic; racist slurs are bleeped or implied) - Internalized homophobia - Homophobia, sexism, racism, antisemitism, ableism, fat-shaming, and similar themes - Descriptions of violence - Descriptions of injuries - Descriptions of anxiety, PTSD, depression, and similar themes - Mention of sexual abuse - Drug abuse/forced drug consumption - Neglectful/abusive parents - Underage (16-17) ▼ Started: 10-2-19 Finished:

richie is still tormented by pennywise the clown because he can't seem to tell people what his true fear is. what his true 'dirty secret' is. he's the only losers left that has to go through this, but will it come to an end if he chooses to tell them, or will they go without notice and richie continues on with these terrible sightings and experiences with It.