"He was the one who showed me I could somehow be loved.." A journey inside the mind of Christian as he navigates his emotional understanding with a boy he likes. Is everything sunshine and rainbows? Or will Christian find out that tough love, is no love at all? ORIGINALLY PUBLISHED November 2017 All Rights Reserved©️

"Who are you?"

"No I'm not gay. I just like what I like??‍♀️"

(Boyxboy) All Daniel Sanchez wanted to do was survive high. Juggling AP classes, Honors Society, and his insecurities. He doesn't want to think about love, not like he even has the time for it. But, when he gets the chance to tutor the sexiest guy in school, he'll change his life forever. *****READ AT YOUR OWN RISK ***** (Written in 2015)

Growing up, Julian Rivera always knew he was different. Instead of wanting toy cars, he wanted Barbie dolls. Instead of liking girls, he liked boys. And now a teenager in highschool, instead of wanting to wear male attire, he'd rather wear crop tops and booty shorts. Most of his childhood he has been bullied and made fun of because of the way he is but either way, he ignores the hate and continues doing whatever he wants. Sophomore year had just arrived and Julian couldn't be any less excited to go back to the constant tormenting and hazing. Although having his close brother, Jamie and his best friend, Jaliea at his side, high school's still a tough place. Constantly getting played by boys, Julian's over even trying for love until one certain boy named Andre Santos catches his eye. Being the most hated in school and Andre being on the football, track, and basketball team and at that, also being a Junior, it seems nothing but a far fetched dream but when Andre starts showing slight interest back, Julian is confused if he's being genuine or not. With down low ex boyfriends, envious sibling girlfriends, and other new conflicts constantly popping up in Julian's world, how will he ever make it through? Especially when his deepest secret of all is spread rumor across the school and he's faced with the choice to chose between 3 different boys.

Deejay is a gay black boy. If you cant tell by the way he shows off his bubble butt in jeans or the way he walks, talks, even laugh. However, its the summer before Senior year when things get steamy and crazy. He gets this volunteering job in California at a Hospital and he have to move in with his grandmother in the hood of Oakland. To make matters worst next door lives a Puerto Rican thug,Rico, who sells drugs and kill so the rumor goes. What happens when these two cross paths?

I THOUGHT ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED SINCE IH AD MET HIM IN THE HALLWAY AFTER 3RD PERIOD. IT HAD ALL HAPPENED SO FAST. FOR EIGHTEEN YEARS, ID LIVE MY LIFE IN A NORMAL WAY, CRUISING ALONG A COURSE THAT SEEMED SO PEACEFUL, SOMEWHAT PREDICTABLE, THEN OUT OF NO WHERE WHAM!!!!!! MY WORLD PRACTICALLY CHANGED OVERNIGHT ALL BECAUSE I NEEDED TUTORING.

Can one exchange change him for life? Or is it just a phase?

( 2019 Semi Updated Version from Original Dont Feel Bad 2014 Version) Kamarion Taylor was just like any other Teen in the world, he struggled In class, didn't have many friends, he didn't feel loved like he should've been and on top of that Hiding the fact that he is a young gay black male. Will He Find Love and Feel Acceptance or Just Be In Lust and Segregated?

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