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Where Mercy Sleeps by SimplyDeja
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Synopsis: Her parents raised her to save lives. He was born to take them. At twenty-three, Dr. Evangeline James has her dream job and a haunted heart. One of Manhattan's youngest pediatric surgeons, she spends her days stitching up children and her nights keeping her demons in check. Raised under her parents' strict Southern roof-with gospel in her ears and shame stitched into her spine-Evangeline ran to New York for more than ambition. She came for air. For control. For secrets. She never expected to find him-a man bleeding to death behind a dumpster in the freezing cold, clutching a gun like it was a lifeline. One look into those brutal, obsidian eyes and Evangeline knew: this man was not a victim. He was a threat. And somehow, she still brought him home. He said his name was Lorenzo DeLuca. She knew it belonged to a monster. Not just a mafia prince-but the heir to the DeLuca empire. A man carved from violence and baptized in blood. A man who's used to getting what he wants-and now he wants her. Lorenzo is sin in human form. dark silk, loaded guns, and soft-spoken commands. He makes promises that sound like threats and touches her like she's already his. He says he'll protect her from his world-but his world is made of bodies, betrayal, and war. And Evangeline? She's no saint. What begins as a mercy spirals into a dangerous obsession. He's possessive. Unforgiving. Addicted. And the deeper Evangeline falls into Lorenzo's shadows, the more she questions everything-her morals, her loyalties, even her own pleasure. Because nothing about this is holy. Nothing about him is safe. But God, she craves him anyway. And she might not survive what loving him will cost.
π’πˆπ π–πŽπ‘π“π‡ ππ‘π€π˜πˆππ† π…πŽπ‘ by VixenVisionz
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Halo Watters didn't know anything about the streets. He knew the stories people told in church. The prayer requests whispered after service. The names mentioned when someone asked the congregation to pray for a family that lost a son. But Halo had never stood in a room where guns were part of a conversation. Never watched men settle problems with fear instead of words. His world had always been built around faith, patience, and the belief that people could change if they wanted to. He believed in forgiveness. In grace...In second chances. Princess Midnight didn't know anything about that world. Not the way Halo did. Church to her was something people went to when they wanted to feel better about things they had already decided to do. Faith sounded nice in theory, but in the world she grew up in, survival mattered more than sermons. Kingston Midnight didn't raise her to believe someone else would save her. He raised her to protect herself. To control situations before they got out of hand. To make decisions quickly. To never show hesitation in a room full of men waiting for a sign of weakness. Halo believed people deserved mercy. Princess believed mercy could get you killed.
Chaos & Serenity | 18+ by EroticcMelanin
EroticcMelanin
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Serenity [Sir-ren-ity] : The state of being calm, peaceful, and untroubled. Chaos [Kay-os] : Complete disorder and confusion. β™•β™•β™• With being the Don of one of the biggest and baddest mafia families Luciano was never at ease with himself. He never felt like he was sane. Always shedding blood, murdering, selling drugs, robbing banks. He was so much chaos. He needed peace. Serenity's life was agonizingly calm. She thought it was boring with her simple routine of wake up, eat, read, sleep, maybe- if she's lucky, go out with friends, then repeat. Boring cycle of truth. She wanted some spice. Some chaos. β™•β™•β™• "I just told you that I'm making you come with me to Italy- a whole other country and you're response was 'YES' ?" Luciano watched me with admiration in his dark grey eyes. I shrugged, "Yeah. I'm bored. Like..painfully bored." Luciano's eyebrow stayed raised and his eyes stayed admiring my words. "Aren't you a little crazy thing huh Bella..I'll keep that in mind." β™•β™•β™• Ever since that 1 night Serenity went out with her college friend group and ran into a murder/torture fight in the tight alley way of Chicago, she's been on Luciano's mind. As him, on hers. The two were attracted to each other because of good and bad things. Luciano's attraction to Serenity was simply because her aura radiated that she was sane. Safe. Serenity's attraction to Luciano was the complete opposite. Call her crazy if you will but, a tall, handsome, Italian mafia Don was exactly what she was craving for. π’π„π‘π„ππˆπ“π˜ & π‹π”π‚πˆπ€ππŽ β™•β™•β™• STARTED - March 18, 2022 ENDED - February 12, 2023
A'roya by kalistawriteslol
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A'roya, a black woman trapped in an abusive marriage controlled by both her mother and husband, discovers that she has a mate who happens to be a vampire. Initially disregarding this revelation, A'roya eventually realizes that she deserves a life free from abuse and unhappiness. She embarks on a journey to find happiness, even if it means being with a temperamental and verbally abusive vampire who is willing to do anything for her. A'roya yearns to escape the clutches of her husband and mother, but numerous obstacles stand in her way. As she navigates her path to freedom, she faces the daunting challenge of protecting her minor siblings and ensuring her father's safety from her mother's wrath. Will A'roya overcome these obstacles and break free from her abusive circumstances? What lies ahead for her as she embraces her vampire mate and strives for a better life?" ---/--- "You're distracting me-ah, Vincent!" He put his hands on my waist, pulling me closer to him. I'm not used to being so close to a man without being hit. The last time I was safe in a man's arms was when I was a kid with my dad. "A'roya," he whispers, admiring my face. "Vincent," I whispered back, playing with the wet hairs on the nape of his neck. "I love you." I must've smiled so damn wide. I put my forehead on his, trying to reel in tears. God, I'm such a crybaby. "I love you too." Vincent sighed confidently. "Oh, I know." I sighed and rolled my eyes. At this point, I'm used to this man. (EDITED TO A READABLE STATE.) Word count: 52,464 😈 are the mature chapters 🀭 started: July 14th, 2022 ended: November 25th, 2022 30k reads on 11/21/22 40k reads on 11/27/22 50k reads on 12/3/22 70k reads on 12/15/22 80k reads on 12/23/22 90k reads on 1/2/23 100k reads on 1/15/23 πŸ₯‡151 in Vampire 12/30/22
Lioness (18+) by kalistawriteslol
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In a world of secrets, betrayal, and forbidden desire, Nasyra finds herself entangled in a dangerous game a man known as Lucifer. From their tumultuous encounters to their simmering passions, their relationship blurs the lines between love and hate. Haunted by her father's dark legacy, Nasyra is thrust into a world of intrigue and revenge when she becomes the pawn in Lucifer's deadly game. As their attraction intensifies, so does the danger surrounding them, forcing Nasyra to confront her deepest desires and darkest fears. With Lucifer's past shrouded in mystery and Nasyra's future hanging in the balance, their journey is fraught with deception, manipulation, and undeniable chemistry. But as they navigate the treacherous waters of lust and longing, they must confront their own demons and decide whether to succumb to the irresistible pull of passion or resist the allure of forbidden love. In Lioness, passion ignites, secrets unravel, and boundaries blur in a thrilling tale of love, lust, and betrayal. Will Nasyra and Lucifer succumb to the flames of desire, or will their forbidden obsession consume them both? πŸ₯‰ #3 in dark romance
A'raya by kalistawriteslol
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At just fifteen years old, A'raya finds herself entangled in a world of familial expectations and societal obligations. Zane, a complex character known for his brilliance but also plagued by arrogance and disrespect, is burdened with the responsibility to ensure the continuation of his family's lineage. A'raya, a captivating eighteen-year-old, is chosen to be the conduit through which the hopes of future generations are carried. A unique connection develops between A'raya and Zane, defying conventions and societal norms. However, their path is strewn with personal obstacles, hidden truths, and the weight of their respective family histories. A'raya takes on the challenge of unraveling Zane's grumpy demeanor while Zane grapples with conflicting emotions towards A'raya, the daughter of the woman responsible for his brother's tragic fate. As A'raya endeavors to break down the walls surrounding Zane's heart, they both become embroiled in a web of secrets, the consequences of which prove to be deadly. Can they find a way to overcome the shadows of the past and forge a future built on trust and understanding? With its tantalizing mix of secrets, murder, and love...Prepare to be captivated by a tale where the pursuit of love comes with unexpected twists, and the echoes of past transgressions threaten to tear lives apart. Enjoy (I changed the summary to something better.) πŸ’‹ are the mature chapters πŸ₯‡ 125th in 18 plus πŸ€·πŸΎβ™€οΈ 12/30/22
Beneath The Surface by kalistawriteslol
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Stephanie, a determined and ambitious young woman, aspires to prove her worth among the best minds in the field of solving homicides. But when she finds herself assigned to the infamous, brilliant, and rude Theodore Trancy, Stephanie's anticipation is tainted by apprehension. Trancy's genius as a homicide detective is matched only by his acerbic personality, leaving Stephanie in a whirlwind of emotions. Little did Stephanie know that Theodore was hiding something that set him apart from ordinary humans. As they delved deeper into their investigations, subtle hints began to emerge, suggesting that Theodore's exceptional deductive skills might not be entirely human in origin. His uncanny ability to read people and solve cases with supernatural precision raised questions Stephanie couldn't ignore. Meanwhile, their fiery dynamic led to a night together they could not ignore, and so thus began their fake relationship. Fiery nights of passion with no shame and calming Theodore's mother in the hopes of marriage. As they continued to work side by side, Stephanie found herself drawn not only to Theodore's brilliance but also to the enigmatic aura that surrounded him. There was something magnetic about him that she couldn't resist, even as she tried to uncover the truth behind his peculiar talents. With each case they tackled, Stephanie became more convinced that Theodore's secrets ran deep. She struggled to balance her loyalty to the BAU and her growing feelings for her intriguing partner. The boundary between their pretend romance and genuine emotions blurred, leaving them both unsure of where the act ended and their true connection began. In the midst of heart-pounding investigations and electrifying encounters, Stephanie and Theodore's guarded hearts began to thaw. The more time they spent together, the harder it became to deny the undeniable chemistry that simmered beneath their surface animosity.
I Adore You [DISCONTINUED] by kalistawriteslol
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She never wanted to witness a murder. She never intended to tell anyone about the murder. She also never expected a German mafia boss to lust after her. Twenty-one-year-old Adore Awoyale is a woman trying to make ends meet when she witnesses her manager murdered. Managing to escape with her life, she thought she actually escaped...until a man shows up at her house the next day, threatens her, sits in her dining room, and offers to eat her pussy. (THIS STORY ISN'T FINISHED AND WON'T BE UNFORTUNATELY, BUT I HAVE POSTED ALL THE CHAPTERS I HAVE WRITTEN.)
Be Mine, Noelle by kalistawriteslol
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Once smitten by the mischievous and brooding, Lucan Murphy, Noelle's world shattered when her innocent crush on the brooding man turned into a brutal rejection. Lucan, a dangerous whore of a man, dismissed her affections with a single kiss, leaving her humiliated. Weeks passed, and Noelle's resentment towards Lucan festered, transforming her love into 'bitter hatred'. She vowed to forget him, to erase his embarrassing presence from her mind. However, fate had other plans because Lucan, unexpectedly, reemerged, insinuating himself back into Noelle's life with a determination that bordered on obsession. Uninvited and unwelcome, he began to weave a seductive web around her, challenging the boundaries of her resolve. No longer the timid girl with a crush, Noelle found herself trapped in a love-hate dance, a contradictory embrace that sparked both passion and fury. As Lucan sought redemption for his past actions, Noelle grappled with conflicting emotions. Can she resist the allure of a man whose dangerous aura both repels and attracts her? Will Lucan's attempts to win her back be enough to gain Noelle's trust, or is their connection destined to spiral into a dark abyss of forbidden desires?
Targeted [EDITING...] by kalistawriteslol
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In the shadows of a dangerous world filled with crime and chaos, an unlikely connection emerges between two individuals who seem destined to be enemies. Silver, an emotionally detached Italian man, and Kasia, a compassionate black woman dedicated to healing as a doctor, find themselves drawn together in a tale of unexpected love. Silver, known for his enigmatic persona and cold demeanor, has spent a lifetime suppressing his emotions. Born into a notorious mafia family, he is skilled in the art of violence and control. Yet, beneath his hardened exterior lies a vulnerability he refuses to acknowledge. His inability to communicate and understand his own feelings masks the deep love he carries for his daughter, the one person who holds a flicker of warmth in his hardened heart. And his struggle to communicate and understand his own emotions keeps him isolated, even from his own child. Kasia, an intelligent and alluring doctor, is unyielding in her pursuit of healing and saving lives. She discovers herself drawn to the enigmatic Silver-a man who embodies danger and forbidden temptation-a man she met at a bar and had a one-night stand with. It was meant to be a one-night stand that Kasia would never speak of again, but two days later, when Silver's daughter ends up in the hospital, Kasia finds herself in a dilemma. The palpable tension between them fuels a dangerous game of cat and mouse, where their undeniable attraction clashes with their opposing worlds. As their encounters escalate from heated exchanges to stolen moments of unbridled passion, Silver and Kasia become entangled in a web of clandestine affairs. The boundaries of their connection blur, leaving them helplessly caught in a whirlwind of forbidden desires. In their stolen moments, they unearth a shared vulnerability, a longing for intimacy that transcends the boundaries of their respective roles. πŸ₯‡in BWWM 11/10/2023 πŸ… in AGAINSTALLODDS 1/12/25