"at the sight of the words 'I love you' the desire to stay alive had welled up in him" - george orwell, 1984. a dazai osamu x reader

nakajima atsushi attempts to cope with a deceased beloved. - art on cover made by @/asJasmin1224 (twitter) RANKING IN TAG(s) ; ➺ #1 - #shinsoukoku [ 05.07.20 ] started → 11/12/16 edited and completed → 4/11/20 © adhdrice - 12.25.2016

"You're not In love with him again, are you?" "No." I lied. -in which a girl suffers from dealing with the true gift and handling the wrecking emotions of seeing her lost lover... and maybe even their new love for each other. BUNGOU STRAY DOGS// 文豪ストレイドッグス 「Female Reader x Dazai」 COMPLETED Highest ranks #8 -anime #1 - Dazaiosamu #1- atsushinakajima

A book in which you, [L/N] [Y/N], are the newest member of the Armed Detective Agency with an ability to seduce and bend any man to your will. A beautiful woman who has also managed to capture the attention of the notorious Osamu Dazai. ©-tasfiah

"𝙢𝙮 𝙣𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙙𝙖𝙯𝙖𝙞. 𝙙𝙖𝙯𝙖𝙞 𝙮/𝙣. 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙖 𝙥𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚 𝙖 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙘𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙨!" ❝𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘮𝘦𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘺 𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘢 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘢𝘯 𝘰𝘤𝘵𝘰𝘱𝘶𝘴?❞ ❯❯ 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵-𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 '𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙘𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙧𝙤𝙤𝙢 𝙭 𝙗𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙮 𝙙𝙤𝙜𝙨' 𝘤𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘴𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 ❮❮ ➮ 𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙘𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙧𝙤𝙤𝙢 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝙮𝙪𝙨𝙚𝙞 𝙢𝙖𝙩𝙨𝙪𝙞 ➮ 𝙗𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙮 𝙙𝙤𝙜𝙨 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝙠𝙖𝙛𝙠𝙖 𝙖𝙨𝙖𝙜𝙞𝙧𝙞 »𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙘𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙧𝙤𝙤𝙢 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝙗𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙮 𝙙𝙤𝙜𝙨 𝘪𝘴 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝙘𝙤𝙥𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝘰𝘳 𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙨/𝙛𝙧𝙖𝙜𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙨 𝘰𝘧 𝙢𝙮 𝙥𝙡𝙤𝙩 𝘪𝘴 𝙉𝙊𝙏 𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙 ! ❯𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 : 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘶𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦 ❮ ➳ʙᴏᴏᴋ ᴄᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ʙʏ ᴍᴇ

The world never really made sense. Especially to her, at least. The day the promise broke and she was left all alone, [Y/n] found herself alienated in the place she called home. After tracing whatever footprints her lost sibling left, the young girl found herself in a world full of cruelty and bloodshed hidden behind a façade of protecting peace. Her heart numbed, wishing nothing more to feel life and hoping to find it near death. That is, until the missing steps she once collected like crumbs start leading to a trail, she once found hope in. A trail which led her out of the hole she dug herself in to fill that emptiness in her heart. Conflicted with inner struggles and newfound guilt, how can [Y/n] bare to face her sister when her very hands were the ones drenched in the blood of victim's Yosano Akiko tried to save? [Bungo Stray Dogs Reader Insert] Author's Note: This is a BSD Female reader insert! It will mainly focus on plot and story, however there may be romance involved. The story is also undergoing heavy re-writing, so please be patient! Warnings: (warnings will be added along as we go) !-SUICIDE & MENTAL HEALTH !-... !-... !-... [SLOW UPDATES]