A story of a guy, who made the biggest decision of his life, only to realise that he didn't have to make that choice at all. . Hi, this is a story of how I screwed up. Massively. And continued to do so till the very ends of time. I would love to tell you all about it in great detail, but then who will read this shitty piece of writing? If you want answers, you read and you bloody get them. Love from Ravenford. Your heartthrob, Zayn x

[COMPLETED] "And as for owning you, princess" He pauses, hissing between his teeth. "When I decide you're mine, I know exactly what to do to ruin you to others." *** Mature and explicit content. Read it at your own risk. *** STARTED: February 2020 FINISHED: March 2021.

*Mature and Explicit Content* "If it feels so right, how can it be wrong?" ---------- I watch as Harrys breathing shallows, his eyes glazing over as his brows furrow "You really want that?" I nod without missing a beat, assuring him "I really do, is that okay with you?" "Fuck Joey, how wouldn't it be okay with me? There's no way I could possibly say no to that, I just can't believe that's what you want" he strains out, the worry in his face being washed over with a drunk look in his eyes. I hold my breath, pulling myself up to look down at him, trailing my eyes down his bare torso and back to his face as I feel excitement I've never felt before jolt through me "Well I do, so show me Harry, show me what feels good for you" ---------- Book Started : DEC 2018 - ONGOING

18+ mature themes "Everybody has a past, but will it come back to haunt you?"

𝘐 𝘨𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺, 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘴. Harry was not expecting something like this, and Nadine didn't even dare to think about it, but when he moves to the States in search of inspiration to pursue a career in writing, meeting her gives him more than just somebody to write about. He is fascinated by her from the first night they meet and after spending time with each other he realizes that his feelings for her are deeper than he planned them to be. From afar, Nadine's life seems more than perfect, while behind closed doors, the instability of the marriage she had to agree with and the constant feeling of hopelessness drive her to make bad decisions and create a new life for herself, separated from the true one that she is desperate to leave behind, but when she finally feels happy after years of thinking her life ended before it even started, she is divided between doing the right thing and holding into that feeling for a little longer. They all say that trust is the foundation of love, but what are you supposed to do when everything started with a lie? //This book contains mature and explicit content such as vulgar language, sexual content, physical abuse, and mental abuse.

Three weeks in Europe. Two heartbroken strangers. One whirlwind romance.

18+ | ON HOLD BECAUSE IT'S ABOUT TO GET REALLY DEPRESSING AND I'M NOT READY *** May 2nd, 1998. Oakland, California. Nova Deville attends her Father's political rally to show her support for his Mayoral Campaign. When a group of young, masked 'outlaws' crash the rally to speak out against Deville's corruption, Nova gets wrapped up in their passion and ends up aiding them in their escape. After helping this mysterious group of leather and lace, she slowly gets sucked into their world of sex, drugs and rock n' roll. One member of the group stands out to her; Harry Dawson. He's cold, reckless, brutally honest and wants nothing to do with her. But, Harry becomes the least of her problems when a brutal murder rocks the town and tensions rise in the already politically segregated community. But, it doesn't stop at one. When the murderer starts making victims of Nova's very own social circle, she can't help but think that this killer is closer to her than she thinks and she can't trust anyone. *** "Fuck, Nova, please touch me. I fucking hate myself for this, but you're making me so desperate, please," Harry falls apart in front of me, whimpering and moaning at the words tumbling out of his own mouth. I start to reach out my hand, ready to touch him for the very first time, and he moans out in anticipation from my slight movement, eyes trained on my delicate fingers. And then, the sound of shattering glass and a loud thud pierces the air from downstairs. I go completely still. "No, don't stop, Nova..." He whines at me and wraps his own hand around himself to relieve some tension. I ignore his pleas and grab my gun from off my nightstand, ready to handle whatever the fuck is going on downstairs now. "Wait here for me," I grab his wrist, pulling his hand out of his lap and throwing it back against my headboard roughly, "and no touching." *** Started: December 12th, 2021

18+ / Very Mature "Please, this is like cliche-central. With a kinky twist." ††† I step under the hot stream of water, soaking my hair, and take a deep breathe. I try and clear my mind, focusing on the way the water feels hitting my body. I turn around, opening my eyes, only to shout out a curse and stumble back. Emma is directly in front of me, taking off her tank top, eyes glued to my body. I hadn't shut the curtains, thinking no one would be in here, and I didn't know if I was happy or mad I did that. I stood there speechless as her small hands grasped the bottom of her sports bra. I inhaled sharply when she pulled it up and over her head, exposing her breasts. They jiggled slightly as she tossed her clothes to the side, and I found my heart rate quickening at an alarming rate. "W-what are you doing?" I breathe out as she pulls her leggings down her body, leaving her in just a thong. "Showering." Emma tells me as if it's obvious.

All Harry wanted to do was get over his ex-girlfriend, so he got under Ophelia. *This story contains mature and explicit content*

Harry Styles, the brooding and intolerable tattoo parlour owner, meets River, a stubborn and somewhat oblivious girl, who just doesn't understand the reasoning behind his nefarious ways but is determined to find out. River comes to realize that Harry's hiding something much deeper than expected... only once those secrets come to the surface, it's too late to turn back. -- *18+ // Story Contains Mature and Explicit Content*