"does she even know everything she's ruined?" book three of the suicide series.

“who knew that a simple game of sims could turn our lives around like this?” all rights reserved. copyright © monroe james [@anchorate]

"Kelsey?" He took my hands in his. I couldn't look at him, it was too much. He shouldn't be here. I took in his physical state, his eyes were bloodshot and glassy, and the bags under his eyes were deep purple. His nose was red and he sniffled frequently. He'd been crying, I couldn't see him like this. "I'm sorry." I pulled my hands away from his, and walked away from everything that had mattered to me for the past few years. For all her life, Kelsey Irwin, has just been known as Ashton Irwin's little sister. She's always hung around with the band, but everyone looks as her as their little sister, but she wanted more. Copyright © 2014 trashton_

Michael Clifford is the bad boy with tattoos, piercings, and purple dyed hair. Ashley Johnson is the good girl that falls for the good guys. Michael hasn't ever really cared for girls; only their sex. Ashley has never fallen in love before. Will they both benefit one another? Every bad boy needs a good girl, right?

"Most important, be cautious of everything you do, one wrong step can cost a life. Your head must always be in the game. And one that's equally as important; don't disrespect any of us men. I will not hesitate to put you into your place. You will do what I ask of you." Warning: sex, drugs, gang!

Rebecca has always had a rough time in life, she's in and out of therapy for years, but so has Michael Clifford, the Australian boy in the grade above her. When Michael all of a sudden begins to talk to Rebecca, she freaks out and is very confused, but her feelings towards the boy begin to change as they become closer. WARNING may involve triggering or upsetting content.

Kasie was stuck in hell. High school. She wasn't a good girl but wasn't bad. She had friends and her grades were ok. The schools punk, Michael Clifford, and her hate each other. What happens when he takes sudden interest in her? Will their relationship stay hate or will it take a change to love?

"Michael I'm sorry." Reena sobbed. "I should just get out of your life. I have problems. I throw my problems at you. I became your problem." She had lost a lot. And Reena definitely wasn't the best fighter. But she had found someone that might be able to help her. Could Michael face the challenges he would have to help her overcome?

❝ you're just afraid ❞ ❝ no, i'm not ❞

When Elsie moved from her small town in Illinois to escape the people in it, she meets a certain guy on her plane ride to live with her aunt in Australia. Accompanied by her best friend Lily, Elsie is thrown into the fast line with Michael and his three other band mates. Neither know what their going to do when the summer ends, but until then, they have each other.