Meredith Grey is a young, sex craved surgeon with commitment issues and Derek Shepherd is a world class neurosurgeon with an adoptive father who's only life goal is getting his son married. What happens when they form an arrangement that gives both of them what they've been searching for, but doesn't go as planned? Background Information --------------- Meredith Grey: 25 Derek Shepherd: 30 Other characters: Amelia Shepherd, Richard Webber, Ellis Grey, Nathan Riggs, Rose, Cristina Yang, Alex Karev, April Kepner Warnings - smut, sex, mentions of drug abuse, possible illnesses and trauma, language, detailed sex scenes

This fanfic is what I think would've happened if it was Meredith who got shot instead of Derek, but mer wasn't pregnant. Also this is my first fanfic so don't judge me lol

important : CURRENTLY ON A HIATUS , BUT WILL BE BACK AND UPDATE SOON :) ------------------------------------------------------------------------- prologue : " Our love was not forced . Like our names , it was derived from the stars . " ------------------------------------------------------------------------- description : in front of the hardcore peds and fetal surgeon a dead brother a lost lover and a broken heart . in front of the kickass neurosurgeon a dead brother a packet of drugs and a broken heart . ------------------------------------------------------------------------- story : arizona x amelia , with changing pov's season 14 episode 23 - 24 mature themed , including smut ------------------------------------------------------------------------- publish dates : following dd / mm / yy and gmt+8 0% -> 28 / 03 / 21 1% -> 28 / 03 / 21 2% -> 28 / 03 / 21 3% -> 29 / 03 / 21 4% -> 30 / 03 / 21 5% -> 30 / 03 / 21 6% -> 01 / 04 / 21 7% -> 02 / 04 / 21 8% -> 03 / 04 / 21 9% -> 05 / 04 / 21 ------------------------------------------------------------------------- notable rankings : 1st ranking out of 116 stories -> #amezona 30th ranking out of 1400+ stories -> #arizona 66th ranking out of 2000+ stories -> #amelia 2nd ranking out of 148 stories -> # teddyaltman ------------------------------------------------------------------------- author's note : i honestly can't seem to be able to thank you guys enough for all the support you've given me . it doesn't matter if you guys messaged , voted , or simply read it , i extremely appreciate this a lot . i value so much how you guys have helped boost this story , and i will not let you guys down . i hope you have or had a great time reading this . stay safe ! xoxo gwen