Here, you will learn more about me - a broken, blue and bruised boy - than anyone else ever will. Here, you will witness a catastrophic whirlwind of ineffability vent his deepest and darkest confessions to strangers as a result of negligence, seclusion and introversion.

i am hugging you so tight, for all i care shut up and bear with me

i await his lingering gaze on me, to be the shining liquid he gape everyday.