Codependency. Souled-monster in love. That is the life of Chuuya Nakahara the moment his eyes lay on you in the slums of Yokohama, as the King of Sheep. Port Mafia be damned; he needs to crack you open and have you all for himself. Too bad you're not interested in his twisted deranged love.

Mori's double edged blade, his protégé twin flames, his own chaotic desire manifested. How could he have anticipated something like this? They had each been molded to perfection by his cruel hand after all. And yet, at the same time, how could anyone have expected anything different? They were both so young and so hungry after all. *childhood friends to lovers aka starts when they're like twelve and goes until they're eighteen. there is a book 2 with them as adults called shark* none of the characters or plot lines from BSD belong to me. started: november 4th 2023 completed: January 18th 2024 sequel began: january 18th 2024

d. osamu x reader ONE-SHOTS | The death drive, known as Todestrieb in German, is the drive towards death and destruction; such are aggression, compulsion, self-destructiveness. And you, the love of his life, the fragile sparrow bone in his calloused palm, stand before him as though he is not prepared to split his heart open with a knife, ensconce you within and slather honey on the wound; that you will live and not inhabit another. He enlivens all within you the ecstatic instinct for destruction. He, split and unravelling before you, crushes you in his grip, throws himself against your ribs, afraid that you are nothing but a cruel manifestation of his self-destructiveness.

It's been 2 years since your husband, Odasaku, passed. And ever since his death you've had this odd sense of being turned into negative space, a blank in the visual field, a sort of anti-matter-both there and not there. Maybe that's what it's all about: in your grief, and the generations of rain that have witnessed it, you exist in a world where he's still alive. Such a space has a power of a sort, a power that Dazai carefully holds in his hands.

d. fyodor x reader x o.dazai | You had been destined to die from the beginning. Through you does she slip, like sunlight through a sieve, settling onto the ruins of future human relationships, thereby destroying any chance of existence. Dead before birth. Despite the throbbing cancer of this unhealthy dependence, it wasn't wrong; it just was. That time, when Mother passes away, she births you a second you: An Ability. What cannot be changed can, and should, be broken. This is why she has decided on breaking you from the inside.

Dazai / reader | Your heart is lost; he had eaten it. Trapped in his web, your memories stretched thin against the cradle of his fingers; you are at his mercy. He had stitched you to his heart, carefully, burying you in your own echo...that echo being another echo...He says that it was for your own good; yet you still feel the stab of the needle, the knife cutting the thread loose, only to tighten you against his chest, becoming one. At the end of the day, by a mirror, you would ask yourself: Who was I? Who am I? Eve or Adam: Eve from his brittle rib, or Adam for creating Dazai into the man he was now? But the person staring back wouldn't be you.

D. OSAMU x READER x C. NAKAHARA || Was it possible to run away from the things you did? The complete annihilation of generations, the merciless genocide of those who stood before you, the absolute massacre only borne from a dog whose existence was defined by its teeth. You blindly grope in the dark, and when you finally see a monstrous creature rising from the cobwebs of your memories, the urge to run away from what you are is a sort of sadism that you no longer understand.

YANDERE!D.OSAMU/READER || After a harrowing breakup with your boyfriend, you move out of Yokohama, Japan, to spiritually reconnect with yourself, after years of suicidal ideations and mental decay. You think he has changed in your quiet absence, but when you come back, you find that you have created a monster.

YANDERE!DAZAI/READER || One day you find that your flat is boarded up. Why? Then when you looked up at the sky, you are met with the heterochromia gaze of a blood moon besides the normal moon, a crimson sister: this is not your world.

☁︎ ┆ ❝ When I was sad, I said I didn't want to live, but I also didn't want to die. Truthfully, every particle of my being was fighting to find a reason to live; even if it was just for one more day.❞ "Have you found your reason yet?" ☁︎ ┆ "Not quite, but I think I may be close." ➵ S E M I - C R O S S O V E R Jujutsu Kaisen x Spirited Away ➵ D E S C R I P T I O N "It was prophesied thousands of years ago that under certain circumstances, a child would be born not lacking in cursed energy, but filled with an over abundance of positive energy. A positive energy that's called the Divine Blessing. The White Dragon is the maximum technique of a positive energy user. It has been said that this technique would be the world's salvation, eradicating cursed energy instantaneously. However, the drawback is that in return, the user's body is the ultimate sacrifice for peace- becoming the dragon itself. And there is no force that is said to be greater than that of the White Dragon," Gojo finished and a hushed silence fell upon the class. Yuta looked around, everyone's expressions seemed rather long. A dismal morning. "And Kohaku...?" Yuta asked, he felt as if he understood where the story was going but he wanted to be certain. Gojo nodded slowly, "The White Dragon that jujutsu sorcerers have been earnestly searching to find for centuries." ☁︎ ┆ D I S C L A I M E R This story will not follow the manga/anime storyline exactly. There is a potential for manga spoilers so please read at your own risk. THE WHITE DRAGON 呪術廻戦 || jujutsu kaisen schyestudio, 2022