Tmnt 2012 fanfic "This Is How Much I Hate You" Raph was kidnapped by Shredder and tortured for over a year. Raph had ecaped. Realizing that his brothers had moved on, and didn't even come to his rescue(so he thinks), he had a new quest. Seek Revenge for the ones that were better. Make them pay. Show them what was behind my closed doors. Show them what it's like to hurt. Take no pity on those who never cared. Save myself from this hate. (inspired by behind the darkness tmnt comic)

Lightpaw has lived her life surrounded by hatred. Her father's abandonment of the clan for a kitty pet sparked rage towards her. But why? Because he named her? Because she looks like him? She's not sure she wants to know. However, being tormented by her clanmates and disowned by her siblings and mother isn't Lightpaw's only problem. A deep secret is hiding within the clan, and she's one of the few who knows about the heinous deeds lurking in the shadows.

Raph is not an open book. He keeps the pain on the inside. Covers pain and sorrow with anger. It doesn't help that he fights with Leo. Leo is his hero. Ever sense they were kids. But every time he sees him he feels anger. Every time he tries to speak to him Leo walks away. Hurting him. Shattering him. But Leo will notice. Maybe... Hopefully.

TMNT-2012 Leonardo has a terrible nightmare of joining the foot clan and murdering his brothers. His nightmare seems to become reality and he begins to experience these horrible hallucinations. His brothers try to help their leader, but it seems that he is only getting worse. Is there anything the Hamato family can do to save their fearless leader? IMPORTANT: To understand the story better, please read "Lost Mikey" before you begin this comic. This comic is part 2 of the series. Disclaimer: I do not own this comic, the creator is yinller on DeviantArt.