*Will be undergoing editing/revamping soon* Riley Smith is about as troubled as they come, he's anorexic but in denial about it and fights a lot. What happens when his parents kick him out then he is forced into an institute for troubled boys. He meets 3 boys and a man who change his life forever. Scars take time to heal, so will the Institute be the place for Riley to find love and get better? TWs (these will not be on the top of chapters so consider this your final warning) Self Harm Eating Disorder (very detailed including weight, purging and anorexic habits) Abuse Blood Fighting Angst Smut Drugs Homophobia Suicide Kidnapping This story is not promoting, encouraging, romanticising or glorifying topics such as abuse, suicide, self harm, disordered eating, sexual abuse/misconduct or anything like that, it is just showing what the affects of it can be like especially for LGBT+ young people. Please be respectful in the comments and if anyone is struggling do reach out for support!

Dylan, a 17-year-old with a fierce temper and severe anger issues, is placed into one of several mental health institutions directed by the stern Mr. Greyson Clark, alongside Mr. Jaxon Walker. With tensions high, Dylan quickly discovers that this place isn't exactly what he had envisioned. Discover what unfolds when the other residents, including Mr. Clark and Mr. Walker, realise their feelings run deeper than just a simple friendship. They've set their eyes on Dylan. They want him... And they have a way of getting exactly what they want. Caution: Self-harm, Adult Topics, Drug Use, Alcohol, Cigarettes, Anxiety, Depression, Mention of Overdoes AND Suicide. If you feel uncomfortable with any of these topics. I recommend not reading this book. Start: 03/07/2021 Finish: 09/05/2022 This Book Is Also Currently Under Editing! <3

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Fire fighter Damion Tazzo lives life on the edge; running into burning buildings, saving lives and saving the day. He knows what it means to take risks but most of all, he knows how to be discreet. He doesn't do emotional entanglements, not when the life he has is fraught with so much danger and uncertainty, but a chance meeting with a sweet little sub at the first gay bar he's been to in years, has him throwing all caution to the wind, and taking the little guy home with him. He only wants sexual release, what he doesn't expect is the beautiful, trusting eyes, and the tenderness that washes over him when he wraps his new lover in his arms. Now he has to fight against emotions he'd rather do without, and thoughts of a life he has never wanted before. He's a man who knows how to do his job, but there are only two things he can't tame, and that's his beating heart, and the fire between the sheets.

"Meat" has been a call-guy in Chicago's gay district for over a year and seems largely satisfied with his job. Until a peculiar new client makes him question if he should be serving his meat to everyone.

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*COMPLETED* 1979. After Tommy helps his cousin Jesse and his boyfriend escape the religious and homophobic town Evanston in Utah, his parents send him to conversation therapy, thinking he too is interested in the same gender. Without much arguing, Tommy agrees, thinking he will just spend three months of his life away from school, coming out the same, because he is, in fact, only interested in girls. But when he arrives and meets Kenneth, a boy he remembers from his school, things start to change and Tommy realizes, that he may not leave this place being the same after all. Sidestory to Loving the Sin, can be a Standalone Rankings! #2 1970s 26/08/20 #3 conversiontherapy 20/08/20 #1 church 25/11/20 #1 gayrights 27/11/20

Pax, beta of the Black Moon pack and the biggest mafia pack of the world, wanted nothing more than to meet his mate and live a happy life with them. But when his mate turns out to be no other but Jasper Sutton, alpha of the White Claw pack, the one fighting against his and trying to turn them good, everything suddenly gets turned upside down. Will he reject his mate and stay loyal to his pack? Or will he chose love? Sidestory to "Tainted Love", Can be a Standalone WARNING: Contains mature content (smut, violence etc.) Rankings: #3 alphaxbeta 19/02/21 #2 betaxalpha 17/02/21

*COMPLETED* After Asher's parents were killed by their enemy pack, he has to take over the position of alpha. Since his parents didn't believe in mates, he is supposed to marry Cecilia, his childhood best friend, but when he turns 18 and finds out, that the little mute human, he had hated for years and who also hates his guts, Riley Perry, is his mate, everything changes. The strong connection Asher feels towards the boy gets in the way of his hatred, but there are couple of problems he has to face: First off, Riley has a boyfriend and still hates Asher with a flaming passion. Secondly, Asher's pack can be compared to the human mafia, just much much more brutal and blood thirsty. Therefore, he lives a dangerous and unethical life, which not only Riley would disapprove of, but he himself sometimes does as well. With many enemies to fight, having a pack to run and getting his mate to fall in love with him, Asher's story is just beginning. WARNING: This story contains mature content (smut, violence etc.) Rankings: #6 lgbtq 07/01/21 #3 heat 20/02/21