YUVAAN SINGHANIA Digvijay Chakraborty is my constant The silence that steadies me The presence that holds me together when everything else feels too sharp to touch I rule empire with an iron grip, wearing perfection like a second skin To the world, I am untouchable. Unbreakable. Flawless. But with him, I unravel I cling I demand I burn with a possessiveness I never question Jay lets me be messy. Lets me be weak Lets me fall apart in his arms without asking why I need him so badly I tell myself it is friendship Because admitting otherwise means admitting I am already lost I hate the way my chest tightens when someone else gets too close to him Hate the way I need his attention like oxygen Hate how the thought of losing him feels like death And still, I never once ask myself what that means Because some truths are too dangerous to name DIGVIJAY CHAKRABORTY I am built to control chaos To dominate systems To erase threats before they ever surface Feelings are never part of the equation, until Yuvaan Singhania He is the only imperfection I allow in my perfectly ordered world Clingy. Emotional. Unpredictable Mine. Loving him is never a choice I love him quietly. Carefully With the kind of devotion that expects nothing in return Because the worst thing about loving your straight best friend Is knowing that honesty can destroy the only home you have ever had I never plan to confess Because loving him means choosing him over my truth I watch him lean into me without realizing how deeply he owns me Watch him demand everything from me and call it friendship And I give it to him. Every time Because I don’t just love Yuvaan Singhania, I have always belonged to him But when the world starts pulling him away, when love finds everyone else, even silence begins to hurt too much. And the question I have avoided my entire life finally demands an answer: Is loving him enough… If it means never being chosen? **Can be read as stand alone or as a part of Hearts series**

Aarav Singh Chauhan, 35, wears his past in ink and silence. Once full of light, he now walks alone-learning to live, but never quite free of the shadow of Shaurya Shekhawat, the man he once called husband. Some bonds don't break. They echo. [CONTINUATON TO A Royal's Desire, A Mafia's Promise] ONLY FOR HINDI AND URDU READERS

1st book in the pavilion series It starts with one forbidden kiss. Advik Malhotra is the golden boy of college-cricket's sweetheart, all dimples and discipline. Yuhaan Malik? He's everything Advik shouldn't want-tattoos, temper, and the captain of the rival team he's sworn to hate. They're enemies. Everyone knows it. But when a moment turns into a kiss that shouldn't have happened, everything explodes. Now they have a deal: no feelings, just sex. No one finds out. No one falls. But obsession doesn't follow rules. And love? Love was never supposed to step onto the field. One kiss. One game. Two boys about to lose control.

Aris' entire life changes when he discovers he has a heart condition that could be fatal if he doesn't receive a transplant. Eager to speed up the process and attempt to go into private hospital care, he takes on all different jobs to put away every penny he has to save his life. When the chance to become a nanny to a sassy five year old girl arises, Aris knows he's out of his depth with lack of experience. But when he finds out the employer is willing to pay fifteen hundred a week, it's an offer he cannot turn down. Nick is a grumpy, single father who cannot juggle the work-life balance. Desperate to find someone to help look after his daughter, Elodie, to give him the chance to launch his new business app. All he wants is someone he can trust. As Aris walks into his life and straight into this job, Nick is adamant he won't last a day with his cheeky daughter who has no filter. But when an unlikely friendship grows and Aris works his way into Elodie's heart, Nick notices something is beginning to spark in his too-despite telling himself to keep their relationship professional. Lines begin to blur with family outings and endless late nights. Aris knows he needs a new heart but he didn't expect Nick to completely steal it instead. TROPES - single dad / nanny - grumpy / sunshine - Aris falls first, Nick falls fucking harder - forced proximity - chronic disease/illness rep - spicy scenes - dual POV

A misdelivered love letter meant for the school's cheerleader lands in her twin brother's locker, sparking an unexpected friendship that forces Oliver to face family secrets, his identity, and his growing feelings for the one boy he was never supposed to love. *** Oliver Grant wasn't trying to fall for Max Ellis. He had one job: slip a love letter into locker 166 and finally confess to Kate Ellis - the cool, untouchable cheerleader of his teenage dreams. Instead, it ends up in locker 168. Which belongs to Max Ellis - Kate's twin brother. Broody. Quiet. Star football player. Definitely not the person Oliver was supposed to fall for. And the worst part? Since that day, Max Ellis has been way too interested in Oliver Grant - showing up, sitting too close, smiling like he knows exactly what he's doing. The more Oliver tries to avoid him... ...the harder Max makes it to walk away. Now Oliver's life is spiraling into awkward hallway run-ins, mixed signals, and a growing suspicion that maybe - just maybe - the wrong locker wasn't a mistake at all.

❝ Why would an Italian CEO settle for anything less, especially for a narcissistic, playboy Russian motorcycle driver? ❞ [18+] 𝐂𝐈𝐑𝐔𝐒 𝐏𝐀𝐋𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐊𝐎𝐕 is unfamiliar with the concept of love. For him, only sex exists-preferably rough, heterosexual encounters. He spends his time riding motorcycles, flirting with women or hanging out in his workshop with his friends. As a member of the illegal racing club "Phantom Z" he holds the title "King" due to his undefeated streak-until one day, someone challenges and defeats him. 𝐓𝐇𝐄́𝐎 𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐕𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐈 is a billionaire who drowns himself in work to escape his own thoughts. He owns luxurious estates, elegant suits, and expensive watches. He has everything yet his past clings to him like a haunting memory, draining him of all emotion. However, after meeting a certain man, Théo realizes that perhaps he still has feelings left. What happens when their hatred towards each other is replaced by a profound, undeniable love that turns their worlds upside down, leaving them awash in unfamiliar emotions . . . 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐃 © 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟔

[𝐌𝐌] 𝐕𝐎𝐖𝐒 𝐈𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 & 𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐒 𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐎𝐍𝐄 ╰┈➤ 𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒏𝒔 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒚. ── 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 - Defiant, reckless, and vengeful. Gray Farrow, the blond leader of a nameless underground crew, thrives on chaos. For him, dismantling Chicago's mafias with a flare for destruction is merely a hobby. As a vigilante who revels in the ruin of his enemies, Gray believes himself to be untouchable...until he crosses the wrong man. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐂𝐔𝐋𝐏𝐓𝐎𝐑 - Sarcastic, possessive, and unhinged. Kaz Hirai, the shadow that refuses to quit until what he desires truly belongs to him. He calls himself an admirer rather than a stalker, though he has haunted Gray's every step for four long years. Watching, waiting, and sculpting his muse in silence. And the best part? Gray has no idea he's even there. ── When he finally rids himself of the mafia that screwed him over, Gray turns his attention toward a new rising power; a Japanese syndicate known as the Vipers. Their sovereign is a feared figure. One that people say is a terribly beautiful man with eyes of sapphire blue. The same man whose gaze never strays from his heart's desire. He's the one who watches his muse from the shadows, and sculpts him to be his in the light.

Content to live in his superstar twin's shadow, Evan Reed never expected to join the volleyball team-or fall for his brother's best friend. But one accidental collision sets off a whirlwind of spikes, secrets, and unexpected feelings that just might pull him into the spotlight for good. *** Evan has spent his entire life living in the shadow of his twin brother and volleyball prodigy, Ethan Reed. And to be honest? He likes it there. No expectations, no pressure, just quiet. That is, until one day he trips and falls into a boy, and subsequently triggers a highly dramatic series of events that starts with him reluctantly joining the volleyball team, and ends with him dating his brother's best friend. (And unfortunately, after all of it, he's still on the volleyball team.) *** NOW COMPLETED

❝can you stop blasting chase atlantic so damn loudly at 3am?❞ ❝depends, can you stop crying so damn loudly at 3am?❞ 〤 caleb just made the decision to get his own apartment so he could get some time away from his family and live closer to his university as well. however, there seems to be just one problem. every morning at 3am, the boy next door begins to blast his chase atlantic playlist loud enough for the entire colony to hear and it's begun to get on caleb's nerves. 〤 lowercase intended. (completed) . milestones: #1 in MXM - 5/30/2020 #1 in BOYXBOY - 6/1/2020 #1 in BXB - 6/1/2020 #3 in LGBTFICTION - 6/11/2020 #2 in GAY - 6/13/2020 #1 in GAY - 6/15/2020 1M reads - 8/13/2020 #3 in LGBT - 8/17/2020

After being target by several unfortunate attacks, Thomas Miller is hired to protect Ethan Shelton, Chief Operating Officer at the prestigious Shelton empire. The renown bodyguard is forced to deal with Ethan's deviant and resisting behaviour, with Ethan not wanting the other man to follow him like a shadow. With no choice in the decision, both of them have to learn how to get along with seeing each other everyday until Thomas goes back home. ~~~~~~~~~~ Noticeable Rankings: • LGBT - #9 (6/11/20) • Manxman - #1 (16/1/21) • Manlove - #1 (11/9/20) • Office - #1 (27/12/20) • Hate - #1 (4/1/21) • Cheesy - #1 (27/12/20) • Gay - #2 (19/9/20) • Boyxboy - #2 (2/10/20) • Enemiestolovers - #5 (17/11/20) • Demisexual - #7 (15/11/20)