(Rm Centric) BTS are on the top of the world, the year 2019 coming to a end. This year was filled with ups and downs. But this year was one of the best's right? For Rm he just wants to pretend this year never happened.

A leader, an addict, and the life of an idol; all three can crumble in a heart beat. Kim Namjoon keeps a diary.

I felt my lungs suddenly stop and a coldness brush onto my face, I gasped loudly clutching onto my chest. Dropping down onto my knees trying to grasp whatever air in-front of me. But I was at dance practice. So why did it feel like I was breathing underwater? I soon felt the hands of my close friends lift me up and lay me down as I try to takin in as much air as possible, for her. Soon the staff swamp me and I hear them talking about her, my other half. I soon clutched onto my stomach and I shouted loudly in so much pain, pink fluorescent patches bloom onto my skin. Yes they looked pretty. But the reason why they were there was not. As I try to reach out I grab one of my friends hands tightly and request for one thing. "My music. Pass me my music." I beg. This is the only way for me to reach her...to help her. My beloved soulmate. - soulmate au - [Completed] 100 reads - 24/2/19 200 reads - 3/3/19 300 reads - 7/3/19 400 reads - 10/3/19 500 reads - 11/3/19 600 reads - 14/3/19 700 reads - 15/3/19 800 reads - 17/3/19 900 reads - 19/3/19 1000!! Reads!! 21/3/19 2000 reads! 3/4/19 3k! 12/4/19 4K 24/5/19 5k 28/5/19 6k 1/5/19 7k 6/5/19 8 k 8/5/19 10k 20/5/19 117k 1/1/20 reads Guys. Thank you. 123k reads 8/1/20 lmao I love this one 180k reads 18/3/20 201k reads 15/4/20 Tag Ranks : 14 in #soulmateau 8 in #btsrm 1 in #soulmateau 1 in #btsRM 1 in #btsfanfic 1 in #btsxreader (*enter screaming baby meme*) 2 in #hoseok (how!?! Like OMG thank u!!) 1 in #hoseok WHOOOO HOOOOO 3 in #btssoulmate 1 in #Namjoon 1 in #rm 20/2/20 1 in #Soulmate 10/3/20 100 votes! 21/3/19 5k votes! 7/2/20 6k votes! 10/3/20

Nova, a 19 year old, uprising singer goes to the Billboard Music Awards for the first time to perform. She meets BTS, and they are huge fans of hers. What happens when two Super Stars crash.

Kim Namjoon is the ugliest professor at Bulletproof University... ...or so they thought. #96 in Fanfiction 170512 #1 in NamJin 170827 #4 in Yoonseok 171026 #1 in angst 180711 Managed to stay ranked #842 in Fanfiction for 19 days straight. 161106-25 #44 in BTS 180513 (Cross-posted to AO3)

"you've chosen the right girl." - On the 69th day after meeting BTS: Namjoon is scared, Jin is quiet along with Yoongi and Hoseok, while Jimin's mad. Jungkook's a fumbling idiot with a gun, and Taehyung's unconscious on the cold ground. ...and well you, you're being a sarcastic moron not taking any of the dangerous situation seriously. How did a fun-bubbling concert end up this way? ~ Namjoon x Y/N based ~ - 2/4 - "Hyung-line series."

One day you get a notification that Namjoon has gone live! But you seem to be the only one watching? Maybe it is just a glitch... or love at first viewer? RANKS: 🥇#jhopebts 🥇 #rmxreader 🥇#btsrm 🥇#btsfanfic

She's a respected lawyer, with a troublesome past. Him, an international superstar. They meet accidentally and he is intrigued by her. An unexpected love Passion New friendships But the past she tried so much to escape from has come back to haunt her. A case brings her face to face to someone she thought she'd never see again, threatening everything she loves. Will love be able to conquer all? Story's highest ranking: 1 - #namjoonfanfic (26.03.2020; 18.04.2020 - 26.04.2020; 06.05.2020 -21.05.2020) 1 - #thewattys2020 (23.04.2020) 1 - #seoul (24.05.2020) 1- #rmfanfic (11.07.2020) 1- #jkfanfic (22.07.2020) 3 - #btsnamjoon (26.08.2020) 2 - #southkorea (28.08.2020) 7 -#newwriter (26.09.2020) 7-#lawyer (26.09.2020) 8 - #rapmon (27.07.2020) 9 - #newfanfic (26.08.2020)

Kim Seokjin can't help but be just a bit jealous that all of his friends except him have found love for themselves, so in a fit of impulse he lies to his friends and says that he has a boyfriend. It's not *that* bad of a lie - at least, not until the day before he leaves for winter break, when his best friend remarks that he's excited to see Seokjin's boyfriend over break. Seokjin's only choice to save face is to try and get into a fake relationship - and it just so happens that the only person available over break is Kim Namjoon, the Calculus tutor who he's barely ever spoken to. Seokjin expects the entire thing to end in chaos, but he gives it a chance anyways. What he doesn't expect is that the only chaos is in his feelings. - **NOTE**: I am youraveragearmy on ao3. This is my own writing that I'm reposting on here as well, this is not a stolen work, just as a disclaimer.

You were the first and last thing in my mind that completes my day and night. You were the hope, the muse, the love of my life. You were the remedy to my pain, the happiness to my despair, the gift to my losses. But I lost you when I thought you will be the constant in my life. And I was the one to blame. [ EDITED BY : @xFall3nang3lx ] 🥇 Spring Day awards 2022 (KNJ category)