Sold to a facility at six years old to be raised as an assassin, Sweden-born Ruth Rogers was trained by whatever means necessary to become a lethal weapon. As she grew older, Ruth struggled with the reality that her memory had never been wiped like others around her but completed missions to obey the woman who commanded her. Ruth perfected her craft and quickly became known as the sly assassin Buzzkill. After suffering heavy losses, the facility was discovered and raided by SHIELD authorities. Before they could catch her, Ruth escaped SHIELD's reach and tried to live on her own for the first time in the eighteen years she's been alive. Feeling guilt for what she has done, Ruth agrees to aggressive experimentation to clear her record which ultimately results in devastating effects on her body and mind. Ruth struggles to survive as she continues to clear her conscience, becoming allies with the Winter Soldier in the process. Can Buzzkill and the Winter Soldier become strong enough to escape the place that controls them? Can they both learn to live with the consequences of their pasts while fighting their present demons? ************************************************************************************* Some characters, places, and agencies within the story belong to Marvel. Warnings: Mild Language, Violence, Mental Disabilities/Disorders (i.e. Depression, Anxiety Attacks, PTSD)

❝How did you know him?❞ ❝I showed him who he was, and he showed me love.❞ * [Set during ca:ws] [BOOK TWO IN THE ALEXANDRA GREEN SERIES] [Bucky Barnes x OC]

"I am death. Death follows me everywhere I go. I'm better dead than alive. I'll only hurt you and everyone I love."

❝I'm going to help out, Bucky! Don't tell me i can't!❞ ❝If you get hurt, i wouldn't know what to do with myself. ❞ ________ [BOOK THREE IN THE ALEXANDRA GREEN SERIES] [Bucky barnes x OC] [set during ca-cw]

"I tried to kill you as soon as I met you... Do you really trust me not to try again within a month...?" Cara Nielsen's entire working career has revolved around sorting out the problems of the Avengers and other miscellaneous S.H.I.E.L.D. members that surround them which is a pretty interesting task. From Iron Man to Thor, she's had the whole lot in her office on at least one occasion (many more with the likes of Stark and Banner), consulting her for advice or asking for help with dealing with what they do. Her agenda changes drastically however, when a new patient is brought to the building and placed permanently on her books while the others are reassigned to a new therapist just out of college. All she knows is that she'll see him every day to conduct rigourous psychoanalysis on what Hydra has done to his brain. Beyond that... she's in the dark. ©FearTheWinterSoldier 2016 ALL RIGHTS GO TO MARVEL STUDIOS

Part Four of Winter's Beginning In the aftermath of Washington, Steve and Abi Rogers are once again thrown in with the Avengers as they battle to take down Hydra. However, a science experiment soon goes awry and the team end up fighting a genocidal robot hell bent on creating a New Age.

Part two of Winter's Beginning. In the aftermath of the war Abi is captured by a Soviet patrol. She is experimented on and put into cryo-freeze. Almost 70 years later she escapes there control and lands in the middle of a battle for the planet. With another war about to start can she control her own abilities to help or will she just end up destroying what they created.

Part 5 of Winter's Beginning Abigail Rogers has spent the last month looking for Bucky Barnes. When she eventually catches up to him the pair are thrown once again into the path of Hydra. However, when a bomb blows up a UN meeting they are both accused of the crime. Under the circumstances, Abi is faced with a choice she may not know how to make.

Part Three of Winter's Beginning Two years after the attack on New York, Steve and Abi Rogers are moved to SHIELD's Washington head quarters. Things begin to fall apart when a mysterious shooter appears. With the launch of project Insight looming over them, they must solve the mysteries that present themselves. But ghosts have a way of coming back and this may be the hardest they will ever face.

Anamnesis: the recollection of things past After waking up from self-induced cryo sleep, Bucky Barnes is determined to remember the man he was before HYDRA took his memories from him and Erin McCall has agreed to help. Now separated from Captain America's team and the safe house in Wakanda the pair are alone and on a mission not only to recover Bucky's memory, but also to find anything that could aid the broken Avengers in the war that's coming. Erin is not only the robotics genius that reconstructed Bucky's vibranium arm but she's also the granddaughter of one of Bucky's best friends from WWII. As their relationship grows and the more she helps Bucky discover about himself, the more she realizes there's more truth to discover about her family's connection with S.H.I.E.L.D., her past, and newly practiced powers. The things they find could give their friends the advantage when the Infinity War arrives. As Erin tries exploring her powers and relationship with Bucky she begins to realize just how complicated things have become... and the more she begins to doubt whether or not she has what it takes to be an Avenger. •SEQUEL TO LACUNA •POST CIVIL WAR {spoilers} •Follows MCU ------ *I don't own any of the Marvel characters! Just Erin and her friends/family never mentioned in Marvel Universe*