a collection of thoughts. diary? journal? whatever u call it. would not recommend for edification but it might comfort someone in a way that i have felt what they felt too. and if u think i understood u with the words i have written, then u must know, beloved, that it has always been God who have. - much love, amadio

Family matters the most, Mark Mercado is an atheist who came from a Christian family who hates him for being openly gay. He's not a fan of going to church every Sunday but for the sake of the family's name, he has no choice. Despite being openly gay, he has a dark past. A member of his family molested his innocence and yet his family didn't support him to sue Louie Marcaida, the man who raped him at a young age. Instead of giving him support, his family gaslighted him and protect Louie. Will Mark still endure until the end and how will he be able to fix himself despite being lost? LOST BUT FOUND

If you're bound in chains of sin because of fear, how are you going to break free in this world of terror? The one who lives to save and the one who needs salvation, trapped together in isolation. In a battle to win the heart and soul, between God and fear, who will emerge victorious?

Jewel is expected to be a modest Hasyenda Mangubat heiress, but she is addicted to erotic novels. She would buy those books in secret and hide them in her room to hide her vices from her parents. She reluctantly agreed to marry the Mayor's son, Gideon Manasseh, in the hope that Gideon would tolerate her vices. But, to her surprise, her new husband appears to be stricter than her parents. Not only do her vices need to be hidden from him, but so do her sexual nightmares. Because those wet dreams appear to crawl out of her fantasies and into reality... and it is scary than she thought. ~ Based on 1 Thessalonians 4:3-7 "It is God's will that you should be sanctified: that you should avoid sexual immorality; that each of you should learn to control your own body in a way that is holy and honorable, not in passionate lust like the pagans who do not know God; and that in this matter no one should wrong or take advantage of a brother or sister. The Lord will punish all those who commit such sins, as we told you and warned you before. For God did not call us to be impure, but to live a holy life." Moonlight Serenade (Revival Series 1) [English version is published on Goodnovel]

Stella was kidnapped nung 10 years old pa lang siya. Pero mabait siya kaya nadaan n'ya sa mga salita ang nagkidnap sa kanya kaya pinalaya siya nito. Bata pa lang si Stella ay may kakayahan na siyang maglaro ng mga salita para magpaikot ang kanyang kausap. Pero no'ng nagdalaga na si Stella, nawala ang kanyang pagiging mabait. She enjoyed the world; left her family; lost herself; trusted no one. Nang tumuntong sa 20s ang edad, she learned to love her life. She accepted the truth, na 'yon ang buhay niya and she embraced it. 'Di kalaunan, she met someone na akala n'yang makakapagpabago sa buhay n'yang makalat hanggang sa may nalaman siyang isang bagay mula rito na ikinagalit n'ya..matinding galit. Handa na sana siyang magtiwala ulit ngunit talagang hindi n'ya maiwasan na magtanim ng galit sa taong 'yon kahit pa magaganda at may sense ang mga salita nito. Sino kaya iyon at ano ang papel n'ya sa buhay ni Stella? Will she ever learn forgiveness?