Beck Oliver and Jade West have been dating for 11 months. Even if she doesn't show it, Jade loves Beck wholeheartedly. She's a mean girl goth like girl with an attitude and he's a handsome chilled kind guy, but they fell in love and want nothing more than to be together forever. But they've been arguing more often recently and Jade just cant take it considering what's going on at home. What will happen?? Will they end up together or will a new addition push them further away? Told mostly from Beck and Jade's POV's. This is a Bade story but there is some Cabbie and maybe some Tandre?? Characters other than Beck and Jade aren't in it much but it does include them. (I do not own Victorious or the characters in it, I only own this story. All rights for the characters are reserved for Dan Schneider; the amazing creator)

"Do you ever crave anything? Like, do you ever want something, but you know you can't have it?" "Yes, I crave this one thing all the damn time." "What is it?" "You." ------------- In which Beck Oliver never knew how much he could crave something, until he met her. [Beck Oliver x Jade West]

"What if we fall apart again?" "Then it's up to us to pick up the pieces again." ------------- In which Beck and Jade realize that not everything is as easy as it seems, and that it's sometimes a good thing. [Beck Oliver x Jade West] [Set between season 3-4]

☂︎︎ < COMPLETED > ✔︎ [ DISCLAIMER ] obviously i do not own Victorious. If i did my writing wouldn't be crap. - another disclaimer: As im re-reading this later on after publishing i find many story errors and i apologise if it makes 0 sense 💀. Anyways Im trying not to cringe reading this but hopefully you enjoy the angst and dark themes. heh [ WARNING: ] This contains self harm / attempted suicide , abuse, depression, dark themes and mildly bad language. So i'm making Jade West's life as miserable as it can get with a Bade related storyline. The first few chapters are quite short, sorry about that! The chapters are way longer now, so yeah. [ A SUMMARY OF THIS STORY: ] It has been a month since Beck and Jade has broken up. They were no longer a couple, but they can't keep their minds off each other. Jade is suffering from depression and is - - well 'suicidal'. Her father is abusive and her mother and brother had ran off, years ago. With the breakup, things can't get any worse for Jade. What happens when things do turn from bad to worse? [ Highest ranking so far - #1 Bade - #8 Victorious ] (written in 2021)