FORMERLY KNOWN AS 'I'LL NEVER LET YOU GO' Trigger Warning ⚠️ - This content may contain elements that are not suitable for all audiences. - ANGST [Self Harm, Suicide, Unreturned Love] - A Men Loving Men Relationship. (These topics can be considered Dead Dove: Do NOT Eat, however, they are on the much calmer side.) --- For the sake of sanity, I will be using the online names of the characters involved. If you see use of other name used, chalk it down to being old writing from a 6th grader on their school laptop at 2 in the morning. ^ ( That means it's being revamped. ) --- Juicy, now finding out about his own feelings for his friend and coworker, felt a burning sadness at the loss of deeper connection. This lead to a downward spiral in Juicy's mental health, causing an overarching depression to form over his head like a personalized storm cloud. With none of his friends knowing about any feelings going on in his mind, he continued being the goofball onscreen. (OLD DESCRIPTION) Juicy gets depression because Eddie doesn't make videos with him anymore. All Eddie does is Talk to Gabriela (aka gabby). Mully and Josh are visiting from Australia in this story. Narrator went on a vacation Swagger. But of course Juicy is good at hiding things. So none of the boys know about Juicy's depression. No one except Reekid. Reekid found out when his was at Juicy's house doing a vlog. So will Eddie and the others find out or, will Juicy keep it a secret? ALSO!!! Reekid has anxiety. This sheet is sad. !!TW!! CONTAINS: -Angst -sadness -gayness -self harm You have been warned!

Eddie and Juicy used to be childhood friends. Although it's pretty obvious that they aren't anymore. After a misunderstanding between the two, they hate each other. But what happens when they finally meet face to face again after so many years of hatred? And how will this be any different from when they used to know each other? (WARNING) Will contain: Smut (and lots lol), Self-harm, bullying, etc the usual This is not my first yeptheboys or smut book. I have written another book so be free to check it out on my page! Leave a vote and follow if you want more :) ~TOP RANKINGS~ (and proof I'm not bad at writing lol) 1K VIEWS BABYY- 9/12/21 2K READSSS- 12/1/21 3K READS- 1/17/22 4K READS- 3/7/22 5K READS- 4/4/22 6K READS- 4/27/22 7K READS- 5/31/22 #1- JUICY (OMG YOU ALL ARE AMAZING AHH) 10/7/21 #1- MULLYVR 2/6/22 #2- JUICYFRUITSNACKS (THANK YOU ALL :) ) 8/24/21 #2- EDDIEXJUICY (TOP 3 BABBYY) 11/11/21 #2- THEBOYSFANFIC 11/11/21 #2- MULLY 11/16/21 #7- EddiexGaege 2/12/22 #7- yeptheboys 11/11/21

Smut warning! Self harm warning! Juicy ends up drunk sexting to Eddie. Eddie likes what he sees and starts to develop feelings for Gaege. Trying to figure out what he feels the boys go to a party, a wild night happens that Eddie can not forget.