"All I remember is having a huge bottle of pills on my bedside table and most in my hand....then darkness..." Hello!! This book may or may not blow up...but I hope it does. The beginning of the book is right here. There will be trigger warnings of: Suicide reference and talk,swear warning,and maybe some rape... (maybe lemon ;3). There will be little exclamation points at the beginning of the chapters that have triggers and I will add tiny author notes at the beginning of the chapters. Hope you enjoy my book!! Rank:October 20,2019 #536 countryhumans Rank: November 29, 2019 #32 countryhumans Rank: October 8, 2020 #220 Italy Start of Book:-:Sunday,Octobor 13,2019 at 6:13 eastern time. End of Book:-: