ONGOING ❦ This fanfic is an alternate reality of my other one called "The Marionette", in which Dazai came back into your life permanently. I recommend reading that one first, but it won't be completely necessary to read this one. ❦ How deep do your wounds run? There was no better way to describe you than a doll, living to please your owner. At the age of 11, Mori took you in from an orphanage and brought you to the Port Mafia. At the age of 12, you become Dazai's right hand...except you aren't allowed any contact with the outside world. At 13, all you hear around you is drowned out by the voice of only one, and at 14 you've become nothing but a puppet in the hands of a puppet master. At age 15 he's gone, and you are left with nothing. In the present, now 19, executive Kouyou Ozaki is given responsibility of you, but when she puts you in charge of working with Ryunosuke Akutagawa for strategic purposes, truths of your past are exposed and bring you back to where you started. With Dazai. How much has changed? ❦ Disclaimer: I do not own Bungou Stray Dogs or any of its characters, only the plot and "you". ❦ Trigger Warnings: - Anything you may find in BSD already. - In the story because it's related to Dazai, specifically mentions of suicide and harm. - Descriptions of depression and other mental illnesses. - Toxic relationships, abuse. ❦ Extra: - I will be using female pronouns. - I will update whenever I can. ❦ A big thank you to Mar (@marster_) for making me this cover!

"Since how many days you haven't slept , chuuya ?" "That's none of your concerns, dazai!!"

Philophobia (n.) The fear of relationships and falling in love. ▪ The story of two boys too afraid to fall in love until they meet each other.

❝Well maybe you're right but if you hadn't have hurt me so much Dazai then maybe I would have been able to love you❞. 🦋 Warning for mentions of suicide, self-harm, drugs, sexual assault and violence 🦋 I wrote this when I was 17 and now I am 21 so shhhhhhh there may be grammar and punctuation mistakes

↽ ᴀғᴛᴇʀ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʙᴇᴀᴛᴇɴ ᴜᴘ ʙʏ ᴛʜᴏsᴇ ʙᴜʟʟɪᴇs ɪ ᴡᴇɴᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴀᴛʜʀᴏᴏᴍ ᴛᴏ ᴄʟᴇᴀɴ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ. ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ғᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡᴀs ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴀᴛʜʀᴏᴏᴍ. ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀʀᴇᴅ ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ᴡᴀsɴ'ᴛ ᴀɴʏ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ... ɪᴛ ᴡᴀs ᴅᴀᴢᴀɪ ᴏsᴀᴍᴜ. ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴏᴜᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ ʜᴇʀᴇ. ⇀ ============== BSD and characters belong to Kafka Asagiri

Poe never been talkative and was really shy and because of this he never had friends. in middle school, people always avoided him. Yet he was not bullied but he feels like he was a ghost or like he didn't exist. But that's didn't bothered him more than that. At least he could focus on studying and do what he liked. He spent all his time reading detective books, he really liked theme. Well he was in peace during two years. After that, some guys started to bully him because they said that he was weird. Poe thought it would be over soon, that if he didn't say anything they would leave him alone, that they get tired of him. But it got even worse, there was a lot of bad rumer on him and more people started bullying him. It's gone so far that poe decided to go live with his father who recently goes there for business reason. It was Poe's first day in high school and he hoped things will change.

in which nakahara chuuya wakes up to the sound of dazai osamu crying

Chuuya's known Dazai since they were kids but something changed. His behavior changed is what?

Chuuya is a new student at Seacoast High School. After being suspended countless times for his behavior, this was the last school available so he had to learn to manage his anger issues. Little did he know a certain bandage-wasting device was going to make his work harder... Soukoku highschool AU Fluff, Angst, you name it Hope you enjoy, it's my first ever fanfiction!

"𝑰𝒕𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚 𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖" In which Y/N becomes Dazai's assistant.... Never realizing the hard work the job truly was or how the real Dazai was actually like This story contains the following: - Suicidal thoughts - Mature content/Explicit scenes aka smut or lemons -Language aka cursing/swearing -guns I do not own Bungou Stray Dogs nor the characters! I only own the plot and the OC I do not own any art shown, all the credits to the artists! Started: Sometime in April But published in June 27th, 11:52 p.m 2021 Finished: October 4th, 8:02 p.m. 2022