" I hid my love when young till I Couldn't bear the buzzing of a fly; I hid my life to my despite Till I could not bear to look at light: I dare not gaze upon her face But left her memory in each place; Where'er I saw a wild flower lie I kissed and bade my love good-bye. " ~ John Clare I'm sorry Chelsea, I never intended to leave you. I never wanted to say goodbye... Love, Your James