I'm fucking in love with you, you are my world. And I freaking love you. I want to kiss you every freaking second. I want to be with you every freaking day. I want you and only you! I only said that because I thought that's what you wanted. Why would you want to date a murderer why do you want to date a person like me. Well I don't know for the money, I say sarcastically. I like you because of who you are! And because you're not like everyone else you are different! You are not like everyone else! Don't you think I want to kiss you everyday and be with you everyday for my entire life! Because that's what I want, I shout. Well then fucking kiss me! That's what I'm going to do! I shout. He crushed his lips onto mine and I felt his soft lips on mine.

I am fucking in love with you Chase Adams I say, and if I have too I'd scream it from the top of my lungs. I say throwing my hands in the air. Chase looks up at me with wide eyes, and smiles. I am fucking fucking in love with you too Eloise Rivera. A girl with a disease stopping her from falling in love, no one wants to be near her. She's a badass when she has to be and she's a shy innocent girl when she wants to be. And when she finally meets the boy that she thinks she will never get near because of his disease but when she finally gets to know him everything changes. They can't be near each other but would they listen to a stupid rule or to love itself? Will they choose love or there life's? Which one is more important to them. They have amazing bestfriends that fight with them through anything. But could they beat what's coming to them? waiting for a cure that might be impossible to make but there hoping.