How hard it is to be in a situation when you have a boyfriend , a guy best friend who likes you and ALOT of guys coming in and out of your life ? hard to manage right ? who will you choose ? ... Is he the one ?

The thing about white lies, is that they darken more than the real ones actually. They start out trying not to hurt someone, but that's all they do. Hurt. I tried to protect him; but I didn't' know how. So I lied. It was only because he was my bestfriend. Because I love him. This secret you ask? Well, my parents died. And I have gastric cancer. How I managed to hide that for so long? No clue. I was willing to do anything to cover it up. When I realized how wrong it was, it was too late. More lies, losses, and love.