matilda brown has built her life around dance - early mornings in the studio, late nights creating, and a quiet independence she refuses to lose. but when she reconnects with an old friend, she's pulled into a new creative circle - and meets billie eilish. what begins as effortless friendship - late-night music, shared secrets, living room dancing - slowly turns into something neither of them can ignore. but falling in love is one thing. surviving fame, public scrutiny, and the pressure of the spotlight is another. as privacy fades and tensions rise, matilda and billie are forced to decide whether love can withstand the world watching - or if finding each other means first finding themselves.

❝I can taste the pills on your tongue.❞ - - - Valarie Bennet is at the very bottom of her life. Her musical partner and brother, Peter, just passed away in a car accident, and only now is she starting to blow up on the internet. His partner, Belle, is the only person who could possibly understand her pain, but their friendship is at risk over a secret: a ring Peter gave Valarie to keep safe while he gained the courage to propose. Now, her label is breathing down her neck, pressuring her to pick up the instruments she refuses to touch-to replace the one person who can never be replaced. Billie Eilish is everything Valarie could ever want in life. She has good friends, loving parents, fame, and most importantly, a brother who is alive. She is everything that could have been for Valarie if Peter hadn't died. Worst of all? She's actually nice. - - - Started: 4/14/2026 (M/D/Y) Ongoing!!! - - - Disclaimers: heavy use of drugs and alcohol, mentioned nearly every chapter, so please don't read if this triggers you

No one warns you about what happens when you fall in love with your best friend. Lydia Hale was 17 when she fell in love with Billie Eilish and even at 21, Lydia's feelings had never gone away. After Billie had started to feel it too, it caused a rift between them and they stopped speaking. What happens when the former best friends run into each other at a music festival after almost two years?

Eleanor never planned on getting pulled into the music industry's chaos-she just planned on surviving hiding her true passion. But when her dad becomes the new manager for rising pop phenomenon Billie Eilish, everything in her quiet, predictable life flips overnight. Tour buses. Rehearsals. Backstage corridors that smell like perfume and adrenaline. And Billie herself. What starts as obligation becomes connection. What starts as silence becomes something louder than either of them can ignore. Or that falling for a girl who lives inside a spotlight won't burn everything down. - Top ranks- #1 in #billieeilish on 12/16/25 #1 in billieeilishoconnell on 12/16/25 #1 in billieeilishmusic on 12/16/25 #1 in dsam on 12/25/25 #2 in billieeilishpiratebairdoconnell on 12/16/25 #2 in hmhas on 12/25/25

A year ago, Billie Eilish vanished after finishing her most personal, haunting album-one that never got released. Now, she's resurfaced in Iceland, suffering from retrograde amnesia and unable to recall the last twelve months. The only person allowed near her is Talia Williams, a reclusive photographer known for emotionally raw portraiture-and Billie's ex. But Billie doesn't know that. She doesn't remember their nights, their fights, or the love that destroyed them both. Talia's there under the guise of documenting Billie's recovery, but her real reason is simple: she needs to know what happened. And whether what they had can survive Billie forgetting it ever existed. Top Rankings Achieved- #5 madison #6 billie

teacher x student wlw | flora is a straight A student ready to start a new year at a brand new school, billie o'connell is a cold hearted, distant and strict english teacher. will flora be able to focus on her studies? will billie be able to focus on teaching? or will flora fall for her mean teacher? age gap (28 years) teacher x student trigger warnings (mental health) slow burn

Maeve Evangeline White, a famous actress, is trapped in a toxic relationship with her controlling boyfriend. Billie Eilish, the biggest pop star of her generation, is determined to help Maeve break free. But as they grow closer, their bond deepens in ways neither of them expected. From stolen glances to passionate moments, the line between friendship and something more begins to blur. Are they just friends-or is there something more to their undeniable connection? Friends don't usually know each others flavour, do they? Probably with smut :)

Veronika thought fame would be her biggest challenge. It wasn't. Behind the flashing lights and late-night parties, she hides scars no one sees - and a heart that refuses to trust. Until Billie Eilish walks into her world. What starts as "just fun" becomes something terrifyingly real. And for the first time, Veronika isn't afraid of the stage. She's afraid of falling in love.

Sequel to "restricted" Four years after a devastating ending, Blue is a global modeling icon and social media phenomenon. Billie, still haunted by the past, is preparing to drop her most personal album yet. Both are in new relationships But when fate unexpectedly brings them face to face again, buried feelings rise to the surface. Some connections never fade... no matter how much time has passed. But what happens when the one that got away is standing right in front of you again?