matilda brown has built her life around dance - early mornings in the studio, late nights creating, and a quiet independence she refuses to lose. but when she reconnects with an old friend, she's pulled into a new creative circle - and meets billie eilish. what begins as effortless friendship - late-night music, shared secrets, living room dancing - slowly turns into something neither of them can ignore. but falling in love is one thing. surviving fame, public scrutiny, and the pressure of the spotlight is another. as privacy fades and tensions rise, matilda and billie are forced to decide whether love can withstand the world watching - or if finding each other means first finding themselves.

❝I can taste the pills on your tongue.❞ - - - Valarie Bennett is unraveling-running on no sleep, worse habits, and the constant pressure to play music. Every set feels like a countdown. Every day gets harder to survive. But she was never meant to do this alone. Not without Peter. He was her brother. Her partner. The one who made everything make sense. Now he's gone-and the world is finally watching. Then there's Billie Eilish. Too observant. Too calm. Too close. Someone who sees through the lies, calls her out, and refuses to let her disappear quietly. The closer Billie gets, the harder it is to hold everything together- and the easier it is to fall apart. Because some lines don't just blur- they break. - - - Started: 4/14/2026 (M/D/Y) Ongoing!!! - - - Disclaimers: heavy use of drugs and alcohol, mentioned nearly every chapter, so please don't read if this triggers you

At first, it was just a game-a push-and-pull battle of wills. Intense. Fun. Until it became something else entirely. The situation has shifted. What started as a dangerous game of teasing has spiraled into heated arguments, power struggles, and a desperation neither of them can shake. Two broken girls who fit together like jagged puzzle pieces, colliding in a storm of control and secret desires. The more time goes by, the more they realize the truth: this wasn't just a game. It was a catalyst. From the first touch to the final obsession-from silent glances to the fire that keeps them safe-discover the slow burn that changes everything. From teasing to obsessive to loving in silence to everything in between. Welcome to Reckless. Disclaimer-this book contains various sensitive topics including self-harm, depression, anxiety, drinking and smut. If you are not comfortable please be careful and don't read this. Also this book is a fan-fiction. None of this is real. Good day.

No one warns you about what happens when you fall in love with your best friend. Lydia Hale was 17 when she fell in love with Billie Eilish and even at 21, Lydia's feelings had never gone away. After Billie had started to feel it too, it caused a rift between them and they stopped speaking. What happens when the former best friends run into each other at a music festival after almost two years?

Eleanor never planned on getting pulled into the music industry's chaos-she just planned on surviving hiding her true passion. But when her dad becomes the new manager for rising pop phenomenon Billie Eilish, everything in her quiet, predictable life flips overnight. Tour buses. Rehearsals. Backstage corridors that smell like perfume and adrenaline. And Billie herself. What starts as obligation becomes connection. What starts as silence becomes something louder than either of them can ignore. Or that falling for a girl who lives inside a spotlight won't burn everything down. - Top ranks- #1 in #billieeilish on 12/16/25 #1 in billieeilishoconnell on 12/16/25 #1 in billieeilishmusic on 12/16/25 #1 in dsam on 12/25/25 #2 in billieeilishpiratebairdoconnell on 12/16/25 #2 in hmhas on 12/25/25

A year ago, Billie Eilish vanished after finishing her most personal, haunting album-one that never got released. Now, she's resurfaced in Iceland, suffering from retrograde amnesia and unable to recall the last twelve months. The only person allowed near her is Talia Williams, a reclusive photographer known for emotionally raw portraiture-and Billie's ex. But Billie doesn't know that. She doesn't remember their nights, their fights, or the love that destroyed them both. Talia's there under the guise of documenting Billie's recovery, but her real reason is simple: she needs to know what happened. And whether what they had can survive Billie forgetting it ever existed. Top Rankings Achieved- #5 madison #6 billie

teacher x student wlw | flora is a straight A student ready to start a new year at a brand new school, billie o'connell is a cold hearted, distant and strict english teacher. will flora be able to focus on her studies? will billie be able to focus on teaching? or will flora fall for her mean teacher? age gap (28 years) teacher x student trigger warnings (mental health) slow burn

Maeve Evangeline White, a famous actress, is trapped in a toxic relationship with her controlling boyfriend. Billie Eilish, the biggest pop star of her generation, is determined to help Maeve break free. But as they grow closer, their bond deepens in ways neither of them expected. From stolen glances to passionate moments, the line between friendship and something more begins to blur. Are they just friends-or is there something more to their undeniable connection? Friends don't usually know each others flavour, do they? Probably with smut :)

Veronika thought fame would be her biggest challenge. It wasn't. Behind the flashing lights and late-night parties, she hides scars no one sees - and a heart that refuses to trust. Until Billie Eilish walks into her world. What starts as "just fun" becomes something terrifyingly real. And for the first time, Veronika isn't afraid of the stage. She's afraid of falling in love.

Sequel to "restricted" Four years after a devastating ending, Blue is a global modeling icon and social media phenomenon. Billie, still haunted by the past, is preparing to drop her most personal album yet. Both are in new relationships But when fate unexpectedly brings them face to face again, buried feelings rise to the surface. Some connections never fade... no matter how much time has passed. But what happens when the one that got away is standing right in front of you again?