This is the 3rd book in the Be My First series! Read the first 2 to understand the story!

does forever last? sequel to Be My First - A Jack Gilinsky Fan fiction. I suggest you read that before you read this!

Some things happen for a reason.

he wasn't supposed to be intrigued by her innocent nature and she wasn't supposed to become bedeviled by his snap and senselessness. he thought he was getting along fine before, until he made the graceful mistake of letting her become his world. © lostinrealitys 2015

"this is so wrong, but it feels so right." + lowercase intended highest rank: fanfiction #48

‘If you truly love something set it free, if it comes back to you it’s yours.’ --SEQUEL TO ALONE--

Third book to 'sugar daddy » jack gilinsky' Highest rank: fanfiction #24

Second book to 'sugar daddy » jack gilinsky' Highest rank: fanfiction #13

"Give me sex and your time and I'll buy you anything you want, baby." In which a girl takes up an offer, but then realizes that it isn't as easy and simple as she thought it'd be. Highest rank: fanfiction #3 This story is so bad I wrote it in 2014. Be warned.

[jack gilinsky] in·som·ni·a noun habitual sleeplessness; inability to sleep. ___________________ I haven't gotten up in days. I just lay in bed, writing about all the things that we could've been And all the things we will never be. Sometimes, I don't even write. I just put the date on the top, right hand corner of the lined page and let my tears fall, dampening the paper by each droplet. I haven't eaten since you left. My mom is getting concerned, but I could see why. Her daughter is bed bound, won't eat. Can't sleep, and won't talk. It has been absolute hell since you left 2013-2015 [2014 -2015 all rights reserved ] ShaeFoster