Meg has been dead for months, or as what they thought her to be. Still mourning over it, Cas had the shock of his life when Meg showed up bloodied on Sam and Dean's motel room. She also crowns with her the exact replica of Dean's hand sigil. She is basically human. or is she? What if they choose to rekindle the spark between them and create something beautiful? Despite being heaven and hell, sky and land, beauty and the beast.

This is my attempt at making a quite realistic Destiel fanfiction or how I imagine things would be if Destiel actually became canon in the show. So there might be a slight lack of fluff but you'll survive that, right? (Also, yes title is inspired by The 1975 because honestly, they're art) advised to listen to the song the title is while reading as the song inspired the chapter

Dean Winchester has never been able to open up. Not even to the most important people in his life: is brother sam and his best friend the angel Castiel. As a hunter, emotions are more a setback than an advantage. One night, his emotions get the best of him and dean gets drunk. What happens when Castiel finds dean crying to himself, drunk in his bed? He'll never unhear the words, "im broken. Worthless. Expendable."

Sixteen year old Dean Winchester is forced into prostitution as a last restore to take care of his younger brother. Things, including his self worth, steadily go downhill until a particular angelic client shows him that he is more than just a body. • trigger warning for rape/child abuse/violence/drug use !¡