Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the family deaths and friend losses, and the ups and downs, the latter of which seem to be more common lately. It's been so easy lately for Ashton to slip after a joke gone wrong, or a jab on Twitter. Ashton always says he's sorry, repeating it again and again if only to convince himself. Luke knows he's sorry, knows that he can't help it. And he'll sit by the bathtub for hours, holding Ashton, to make sure that he knows someone loves him. None of the other boys know. Ashton couldn't bring himself to tell them and face their disapproving stares too, and he wouldn't let Luke tell them, so he's stuck in this half state of secrecy and confession to Luke. Ashton hasn't gone too far yet, not far enough that Luke can't patch him up with gauze, antibiotics, and a long hug. But someday, someday, Luke knows Ashton won't be able to take it anymore, and Ashton will die. And Luke will be all alone.

Ashton is broken. He's falling to pieces. Luke will do anything to put him back together again. (SEQUEL WILL BE COMING SOON)

Ashton is suicidal gets beaten by his father and bullied at school for being gay. Luke is very confident has a loving family that accepts him for who he is openly gay and has a secret crush on Ashton. Little does he know Ashton feels the same way. Sadly, they are both to afraid to show it.

Ashton Irwin tries to be like all other 17 year olds, but fails because people bully and judge him after coming out last year. He's suicidal and depressed until he meets a bisexual beautiful mistake named Luke Hemmings. His world spins around after his new friend (maybe even love interest) enters his life. "You saved me, for a bit, when I was about to drown, but you pulled me back to the surface. I was done but I love you. I was torn in two." ((WARNING THERES ALOT OF STRONG LANGUAGE, SELF HARM AND SEX, IF YOU DONT LIKE IT IM SORRY))

(Lashton Fanfiction/5SOS) <3 {completed}

A story of a depressed boy falling in love with the his doctors son.

Ashton Irwin works in the North Twin Tower, and Luke Irwin, his husband stays home with their kids. What happens when the tower is hit by a plane on September 11th 2001? Updates: Completed Chapter Titles: Irish Started: 12-September-2016 Ended: 01-October-2016

When I look back and truly think about it, I realize that there was always something; always a reason to keep me from doing it and that something was you. You're the reason. Copyright © 2015 by UnderMikeysBed

Ashton never smiled, only a couple times but they were all fake. Even though Luke likes him - a lot - he can't just go and talk to him like he knows him. He wants to see Ashton's smile so he thinks about numerous things to make that happen. ❝I dream about you, what can I do to make you feel alright? Baby I don't wanna see you cry.❞-Smile, R5 fem!ashton Copyright - All Rights Reserved Ana Rita @StyPotter September 13, 2015

"If you didn't want to take them, then why didn't you stop when you had the chance?" "Because I wanted to forget everything...even you"