Worldwide famous singer/song writer Nick, who is known as Sapnap, was being chased by a group of crazy fangirls ran into the nearest store which so happened to be a cafè. He meets a tall brown headed boy, named Karl ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This story is based off of a song:) But I won't say what it is until it actually happens in the story sooo:D

A story of two utterly shattered people. Karl and Sapnap are both living in North Carolina in their early twenties. Karl is a drop-out university student, meanwhile Sapnap is an attending university student. Karl lives a life fighting against himself every day, filled with brokenness and anger towards himself. Sapnap lives a life somewhat full of distractions and happiness. * Not shipping, this is a fictional book! :) TWS: Swearing, Self Harm, Body image issues, Alcohol, Mature Scenes, Gore, Body Dysmorphia, Very Low Self-Esteem, Body Checks, Starvation, Trauma HEAVY TW on body image #1 karlnap April 4, 2022! #5 anxiety disorder May 16, 2022 #3 tired June 5, 2022 #15 recovery June 30, 2022 #4 tired July 6, 2022 #8 anxiety disorder July 8, 2022 #5 tired July 8, 2022 #7 anxiety disorder July 10, 2022 #3 tired July 15, 2022 #1 unlabelled July 21, 2022 Cover: Peter Wever

Karl and Dream had everything. They had there lovers sapnap and george. but it takes a turn when they find out there lovers secret that ends up in a heartbreak. And karl and dream become more than friends?

TRIGGER WARNING; this story contains heavy themes of eating disorders and depression, if these topics trigger you or make you uncomfortable please refrain from reading this story. i don't want to make anyone uncomfortable. IF YOU OR ANYONE YOU KNOW IS STRUGGLING, PLEASE SEEK HELP AND MY DMS ARE ALWAYS OPEN IF ANYONE NEEDS IT <3 ------------------------------- Nick finally gets a chance to visit his best friend Karl Jacobs but as the visit goes on he becomes concerned with the amount of weight he seems to be losing. Conflicting feels fight against each other as Nick tries to answer the question; how could someone so perfect, hate himself so much? ----------------------- in the process of rewriting as well ^^

Karl is in a abusive relationship with his boyfriend. His boyfriend physically, emotionally, and mentally abused him. Karl was lucky that his psychotic boyfriend lets him talk with his friends. The crew boys decided to do a meet up. The were all going to Florida. Karl's boyfriend "had" to go with him.

Karl Jacobs. When most people think of him, they think the happy, funny man who brightens up their day. But, off camera, Karl is nowhere near as happy. He tortures himself just to make others happier, and dreads the day that Sapnap would arrive. But that day is here, and Karl's world becomes just a little bit brighter. TW// Self harm, eating disorders, suicidal thoughts (if you know me irl, stfu, do you don't)