"I write best when I'm falling in love, or falling apart." He muttered to himself, his gaze was on the guitar he had gently settled into his lap as he traced over the initials 'BJ' on it with his index finger. "Which one is it right now?" I asked nervously. He looked up at me with his green eyes only for a split second, soon looking back down. Like he feared I would see the pain painted behind his jade green orbs. But if he already knew I had already saw it. "Both." He said, finally looking up at me. That's when I noticed the pool of tears for everything that he had left unspoken, with one blink they would be running down his cheeks. And I hope he didn't let them, because I couldn't see him cry. "I love you, and it's killing me." I bit my lip painfully trying to stop myself from crying. He was the right one, my heart told me when my eyes first landed on him. But he wasn't mine, and that tore me up. Because I craved him to be. I sighed, "you're breaking my heart billie." I whispered, watching the tears roll down his dull face. "I love you. And loving you feels like some sort of self destruction when I'm not suppose to but my god armstrong I love you." I sobbed. It seems to be that love could be labelled poison and we would drink it anyways. I looked at him, the sadness in his eyes felt like it was tearing me up from the inside starting with the heart. But I felt guilty to look away. "But you know we shouldn't." I said Painfully, he nodded biting his lip. "We should only be friends." "But friends don't look at each other the way we do." And I needed him, he was my life line. And he told me he needed me, he said I was his sanity. But although it felt we lived worlds against each other, one thing we both knew was. 'I'm fine.' Sounds the same. Even when it's not true ----------------- She loved him more than he would ever know. And he loved her more than he would ever show. What a tragedy. (Little spoiler, but it does end happily I promise.)

After a car crash resulting in your parents death you have fallen into a state of depression. You left everything behind without notice to move all the way back to Belleville, New Jersey where you grew up. You've lived there since the accident working at a coffee shop in the small town while still finishing up at Belleville High School. Everything had been going as well as it could for you as a 18year old girl that left home, until an old 'friend' from your childhood stops to say hi. But something isn't right about him Or yourself *finished*

[THIS STORY CONTAINS EXTREME LANGUAGE, DRUGS, ALCOHOL, SMUT, WEIRD DARK RANDOM HUMOR, READER BEING DOM 60% OF THE TIME, AND UNREALISTIC THINGS]♡ When you start a new music club, nobody wants to join. Exept for one boy, named Gerard. His dream to create a band one day, and you were his only help. While helping him accomplish his dream of becoming a singer, bullies come their way and ruin you both emotionally and physically. ♤Will this end tragically?♤

Band one shots! This is mainly just My Chemical Romance, Panic at the Disco, and Fall out Boy :) I post sometimes... This is also pure fluff, I can't write smut and I refuse to try! Ahaha! Have a nice day!❤❤ [side note: a lot of the early ones are really bad. I suggest reading the later ones if you want the good stuff.]

Hey Angel Face sequel!!! Ahh, okay, we're picking up right where we left off! So, as you guys know, reader and Gerard went to the Snowball and had their little cute exchange. But what happened afterwards? Did they stay together? Are little things that I briefly mentioned in the first book then never mentioned again going to come back? Most likely, in this little sequel book that you'll LOVE! hopefully...

Y/n is a new student at Belleville high. On her first day she meets punk boy Gerard, but he doesn't seem to scare her like the rest. Will miss new girl find herself more interested in punk boy than she wants? Or will Gerard evidently scare her off? You'll just have to find out yourself...

Relationships am I right? Y/n has been friends with Gerard, Frank, Mikey, and Ray for years and are now in their junior year of high school. It seemed everyone had someone to hold, except Y/n. This whole relationship thing seemed to splinter Y/n from the group and get her downhearted. Gerard was always her best friend out of the group, the first person she would confide in, but since he's got a girlfriend named Courtney, things have been different. She seemed outcasted. In the midst of this girlfriend kerfuffle, the unexpected would seem to occur; Love notes would appear in her locker. Who could leave them? Does she end up with someone finally? You'll have to read to find out.

"I knew it the second I laid my eyes on him. The way he chewed his gum in such a nonchalant way, with lips smacking like he wanted to wake the dead. He had dirty hair falling vulgarly against the side of his face and he stank like dry gin and old cigarettes. He was everything I wasn't. He was loud and messy, I was quiet and tidy. He was impulsive and unmerciful, I was hesitant and forgiving. He liked to bleed but I wanted to heal. He loved the sin, but I was pure. Well, at least I thought I was..." *Inspired from real events but completely fictional. TW / Contains drug/alcohol use, violence, sexual content and curse words.

Senior year, Newark High. It was lonely. Your Ex-Girlfriend, Lack of friends, and liking of D&D had the school outcasting you. But, you'd find a friend this year. At least one friend, right?

Gerard Way love story