This is the strange evocation of events that led me from one obscene train ride to a place I never expected or dared to dream existed for me. 🌌 - A collection of completely chaotic memories that led to my post-partum journey through my first viable pregnancy {which ended in damn near tragedy}, and how I got from there to 4 years later, pregnant with another healthy, viable baby growing, what its been like post partum round 2, and for all the dreams of what I hope for mine and my partner's future with our family as the moon, the sun, and all the stars continue to revolve around us. Welcome to the shitshow; try to enjoy the waves - even if you can't swim yet, you can hold on through the hurricane. ❂☾✰