"i don't want to feel sick without you." "you were already sick without me." You enroll last minute in Paradis University with hopes of putting your old life in Marley behind you, only to cross paths with the one and only Eren Jaeger, who's being pulled under by his own demons. Can you learn to handle the overwhelming lust and loathing you feel towards each other while discovering something that could possibly ruin and bring to light everything you worked towards hiding? Or will the cycle keep repeating in circles? info/warnings- all characters belong to Hajime Isayama. college AU, modern world, drug use, overdosing, sexual content, violence, stalking, guns, knifes, near death experiences, mental illnesses, domestic violence, abusive behavior, toxic relationships, sexual abuse, and suicidal actions/ ideations. please read at your own discretion.

- 𝙙𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙧𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙘𝙧𝙤𝙨𝙨 𝙨𝙠𝙞𝙣, 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙞𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙩 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙠 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 . . . After a staggering loss leaves you sprinting to the solace of a fresh start, you trade a life filled with rumours and self-isolation for something completely anew. An entirely foreign college with the tie of a singular friend ends up warping into a complex web of new and old, that harsh branding seemingly chasing wherever you go. While fighting to keep a fragile sense of mind afloat, the patchwork of long forgotten and recent relationships mesh into your current. A single group invading every aspect of your life, and for once you're willing to release the reins and follow fate. What happens when you find a reflection of yourself - an instinct to lash out, sleep-craving eyes, and the hole of a missing part, staring back at you? ˚ ༘♡ eren x fem reader. aot college au. slow burn. dark content. explicit topics. 18+

{𝘉𝘖𝘖𝘒 𝘖𝘕𝘌 𝘖𝘍 𝘛𝘏𝘌 𝘓𝘖𝘝𝘌𝘓𝘌𝘚𝘚 𝘛𝘙𝘐𝘓𝘖𝘎𝘠} Ria Romano knew hurt like the back of her hand. She was dealt her fair share of bad cards, more than anyone so young should have to face. A cynical girl riddled with the remnants of her past, a shattered sort of soul. She concealed like it was second nature; her instinct being to suppress. She'd offer you a cigarette with a shrug while you were crying because she never was too great with affection. She didn't smile so often but when she did and it was directed at you, you'd never feel such satisfaction. I was told Aria preferred to be alone, isolated; clouding her mind with inhales of her cigarette and drowning it in alcohol. Until she was dealt her good card, out of the pack of bad. They had a love beautiful enough to last a lifetime, the type directors desire to capture and authors aspire to write. Two souls, shattered by the cruelty of the world time and time again with flames that rekindled each others. They were each other's oxygen. They breathed life back into each other, those two insomniacs. <3

A promise. It seems like the simplest thing in the world to keep. But so often, they're broken, empty and hollow. They seem like the easiest thing in the world to believe, but after the words are left out to bleed, after they leave you waiting and wanting, after all the emptiness and hollow words-how are you going to believe the one who actually say what they mean?

min aeri remembers that one summer vividly as well as the fall and winter that came after it. she recalls the summer she fell in love with sim jake, the fall she reunited with park sunghoon, and the winter where both her before and after collides. © FLAUVIER 2023 ENHYPEN FANFIC NARRATIVE #9 |♡

wherein jia helps her crush and best friend get together not knowing fate had many things in plan for her. © FLAUVIER 2020 ENHYPEN FANFIC NARRATIVE #1 | ♡ ( currently editing ! )

"𝐇𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧' 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐮𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐁𝐨𝐰𝐥"

"𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙤 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙩 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙢𝙚 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙡𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙢𝙖𝙙𝙚 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙪𝙨." -/- Josiah Mere was mentally ill. He knew and understood that and he wanted to fix it. He wanted to be better and he also wanted a change so that was one of the reasons why he agreed to go on a two week trip from Los Angeles to San Francisco with sixteen other kids he never met, a trip planned by his therapist. He just didn't expect to find love in the midst of that. Elijah Tripley was depressed. It was obvious and apparent but regardless, he didn't want to stay like that so that's why he decided to do something out of his comfort zone and intended to go on a trip filled with people he didn't know and wouldn't necessarily want to know. But Josiah came into his life and uprooted that plan instantly, even if they did get on the wrong foot in the beginning. - this is ILL LOVERS and I hope you all enjoy <3 - (𝑴𝑰𝑳𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑶𝑵𝑬𝑺) #10 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒂𝒍 𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔 #197 𝒊𝒏 𝒒𝒖𝒆𝒆𝒓 #84 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒂𝒑𝒚

.・。.・゜✭・☾・✫・゜・。. " 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕕𝕣𝕠𝕡 𝕥𝕠𝕡 𝕣𝕚𝕕𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕪𝕠𝕦, 𝕚 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕊𝕔𝕒𝕣𝕗𝕒𝕔𝕖... 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕨𝕙𝕚𝕥𝕖 𝕓𝕚𝕥𝕔𝕙 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕓𝕠𝕓, 𝕚'𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕞𝕒𝕚𝕟 𝕠𝕟𝕖... " .・。.・゜✭・☽・✫・゜・。. ☁️ 18+ reads | minors do not engage pls ☁️