"You who are required to protect every living being, what have I ever done to deserve your hatred?" I burst into tears as I screamed with the little strength I had left. "If I've ever sinned, please forgive me!" Trying my best to get out of this situation. I realized...I lost one. I surrender..I want to go back home. H-Home? Is there such a place that exists? Where will I go as I'm no longer welcome in heaven? I'm lost...I see myself plunging deeper into the hell that awaits me. I could feel the impurity umbraising my holy body. This same feeling floating in my memory like swirls of clouds in a clear sky. I watch the sunset over the horizon with tears on my face. The whole world...is in slow motion as I watch it collapse before my eyes.