He was his first best friend, his first crush, his first kiss, and his first love... Chris Donovan has never known peace since that fateful night. He'd done something very bad. And he never dreamt he would ever come face to face with the person he'd wronged...the one person whose name made him shake with regret, pain, sadness and desire...the one person who could make his world stop, with a mere glance. Shane Lewis had everything that money could buy. He was a billionaire. Shane had the looks, power and money. His name put the fear of God into people. So what could render a hunk like Shane speechless, make him quiver in fear, and even make him wish for death? Each man had to learn the hard way that once you give your heart away, you don't so easily get it back. And no matter how much they pretend, they could never forget the taste of their first kiss. Theirs was an unbreakable bond! This story contains hot graphic sexual scenes...lots of it, mind-blowing passion and total hotness. Don't say I didn't warn ya. Peace! (Cover by the amazing SuperSonicPaGer)

Power. Permission. Control. Consent. Truth. Trust. Welcome to The Red Door, a popular BDSM club in Chicago owned by Master Matthias Daniels (Yes! Many of you already know Master Matthias and his submissive Lane from Loving His Submission by @PrinceKenzie). Many would say the backbone of any successful BDSM enterprise would be it's submissives. Where would the Dominants be without them? Meet Ashton, Tommy, Payton, Christopher and Tai, a group of friends who've nicknamed themselves The Sub Club - all new to the scene and currently unattached, they seem to end up together most often at the table on the main floor that has been unofficially reserved for this quirky group of subs. Read as they come to terms with their different reasons for choosing this lifestyle, fight their insecurities, expose their inner demons and play out their deepest fantasies. A Coming of Age story? Perhaps...or, just a bunch of young guys trying to find themselves. With friends Lane, Denny and Dylan along with other "collared" submissives as their examples and offering the occasional guidance, you can be sure The Sub Club will be a mix of drama, humor and romance THIS STORY IS UPDATED ON SATURDAYS, WITH THE EXCEPTION OF EVERY FOURTH SATURDAY WHICH IS TSC's DAY OFF, PLEASE DO NOT CONTINUOUSLY ASK ME WHEN THE NEXT UPDATE IS. IT WILL BE POSTED IN A SCHEDULE OF THREE SATURDAYS ON, ONE SATURDAY OFF. PAISLEY WILL ANNOUNCE ON HER PAGE THE SATURDAY'S THAT ARE OFF, THE WEEK BEFORE IF YOU'RE NOT SURE.

How do you get your life back when you have gone through hell? I wouldn't know; it has been two years and a half and I barely survive each day. Oh! I pretend I'm alright, teaching my classes, working on my research, going out with my friends, hiding behind a mask of normality. But this is just a facade. I can barely sleep most nights and often have nightmares that leave me drenched in sweat. My life is just plainly pathetic until I meet one certain student's older brother. My name is Anthony, I am twenty-nine and I am going to tell you how I submitted to the love of my life. I am a Dominant. I love to have total control over my partners, giving commands that they obey, managing every aspect of their life. I guess this is my way of coping with the childhood I endured around my controlling and abusive father. I thought I had found the perfect Submissive but he left me, feeling too oppressed under my dominance - I admit I am excessively strict - so I am still searching for this special someone until I meet my little brother's math teacher. My name is Ethan, I am thirty and I am going to tell you how I subdued the love of my life.

"Being an ass - can get your ass in trouble." Nolan both anticipates and dreads hotshot skier Lane Cassiter's annual appearance at the Winterhaven ski lodge where Nolan works. His natural physical attraction to the guy is offset by his internal disdain of Lane's bigot attitude. When Nolan is caught in the cross-hairs of Lane and his friends, a wager is made that might just get him the one thing he never dreamed possible -Lane Cassiter in his bed. But when circumstances arise that instigate Nolan to propose a counter-offer that involves both his and Lane's best friends, events take an unexpected turn that catches them all in a whirlwind of confused emotions and unexpected realities.

Madison has a secret fantasy she keeps all to herself. A fantasy involving her husband, Blaine, and his gay best friend, Ryan. Nearly every night, Madison dreams of watching Blaine and Ryan get hot and heavy with one another. Little does she know - the line between fantasy and reality runs quite thin, if not nonexistent.

Having left Owen behind, Joey sets out in search of his next "fix". When rugged, sexy Link rescues him from a bad situation, Joey is hopeful that Link will provide the temporary distraction he needs to combat the pain trying to reclaim his heart. But when Link shows no sexual interest, Joey begins to lose heart - until a sleepover at Link's home takes an interesting turn, providing Joey "double" the pleasure and distraction he had been seeking.

From the outside, it looks like Ivy Stephens has the perfect life. At 21 she is living with her boyfriend of 2 years, and he is a cop. After another night of beatings and rape by him and his partner, she makes her escape. What will happen when her car breaks down a few miles from a small town run by the Sons of Silence MC? Wolf, the enforcer of the Sons of Silence MC, is quiet and sticks to himself. He has a job for the club he is great at, and he enjoys it. He has had a rough life then the torture he received while a POW in the military didn't help. Most thought he had no emotions and was mentally wired differently. The club is having a problem with a rival club and possibly rats in their own. What will happen when he meets Ivy? Will the two injured souls heal each other? Will her past catch up and destroy them both? Will the club's problems push them apart? Will that rats hand her and the women of the club over? Follow their story to find out.

Found in the middle of the road unconscious and injured, 28-year-old Paige Donahue wakes in the clinic of the Sons of Silence MC. Recent events make her not trust them, no matter how attracted she is to the haunted but devilish sexy, Doc. One of the first lessons she learned after leaving the shelter deaf community where she was raised, trust no one, especially men with badges. After losing his brother and best friend in the war, Doc never thought he would find a sense of family or belonging again until he found the Sons of Silence. Now he wants more. He wants what some of his brothers have, he wants love. He is 32 and ready to give up, could the deaf beauty be his chance? Will she learn some men with patches can be trusted? Who hurt her? What made her not trust? Will they try to take her back?

Cherry a 25-year-old former sweetbutt and good friend of the Sons of Silence MC has been in love with Khaos the 26-year-old VP of the club for years. Last month the club broke up a sex trafficking ring and rescued many women including a woman named Maria. Cherry knows Maria from her past, from before the MC, and tries to tell Khaos not to trust her. Fighting and mistrust ensue. Read to see what happens.

Beast had a rough upbringing. Born to his crack-addict mother. She beat him regularly and locked him in a cage until he was eight. His mom was a sweetbutt for the SoS MC until she sold them out. Ricochet was their enforcer when Mayhem's dad was in charge. He knocked her up before she sold out of the club. They agreed to wait to kill her. She ran. They were found when Beast was eight. Ricochet killed the rat and took his son. He went from a weak victim to a smart, strong, MC Warchief. Now most would say he is one of the smartest, strongest, and deadliest men they know. Hawk was born on the Cherokee reservation, exactly two minutes before his twin brother. Life on the Rez was not easy, but having a twin meant he was never alone. They did almost everything together, including joining the SoS MC, then later the original charter. Hawk was noticed not only for his size and strength but also for his brain. Even as a prospect, he noticed a mathematical error, from the other side of the desk and the paper was upside down to him. He had a one-night stand at a party with a local woman. She returned a month later to let him know he was going to be a dad. She runs, leaving him the child, within days of him being born. Hawk swears off women afterward. He lives for his son. That was until he met the beautiful and shy, Willow Montgomery. Hawk fights his attraction, but seeing her with his son melts his resolve and heart. Poppy and Willow Montgomery spent their childhood in a religious cult. Their parents disowned them when they ran from the cult to go to college. They move from Louisiana to Colorado with their friends. Recently Poppy and Willow both have seen members of the cult around. They are terrified they will be taken back. Will Beast and Hawk open themselves up to love? Can the twins show them they deserve love? Can they fix each other? Will the cult take the twins back? Find out in book five of the Sons of Silence MC.