"How can Cupid... how could you be so cruel?" I curse lowly. Who could have imagined something like this happening to me? It had been so long since everything happened, but somehow the pain in my heart never left. The memories starts to flashback into my mind as I start to process what is happening in front of me, and why my past heartbreaks are all gathered at the same place. Nightmare, my childhood friend and first love. My first ever heartbreak. I tend to find him in everyone I have loved. He was cold and unpredictable but he was also warm and considerate at times... He was complicated but I loved all of him. Error, the one I chased over and one I was not willing to give up. He stood up from the rest and gave color to my world. All my poems were dedicated to him and him alone. Dust, possibly my other half. He felt like my soulmate. Everything about him made me feel like we were meant for each other. We shared the same interests about everything but I was wrong about one thing. We didn't share the same feelings. His heart belonged to my best friend. Killer, a flirty guy who people often rumored as the playboy. Most girls had fallen in love with his charm and personality. I was one of those unfortunate ones who fell right into his trap. But I... I saw something in him that other people couldn't see; there was something beneath those sweet grins. Horror. My comfort. My home. The one who filled the gap. The one who I think of every little nice thing. I love him so much to the point where I feel like the pain that would come with it would be worse than death. It had to be avoided. Cross. I was always drawn into him. He was my best-est friend. The one who I can count on everytime. The shoulder I can lean to when needed. The one who made me feel like I am the best thing that ever happened in his life. He was perfect while I am just... me. So why did I have to see them again? Why now? Love is not something I want to go through again... never again. <\3

Nightmare, go to school, they said. Nightmare, it will be FUN, they said. What a load of crap. Nightmare isn't buying any of it. His brother's loved and he is feared. When invited to go on an outing while weakened that leads to some supernatural involvement, Nightmare meets someone that will change his life. The problem? For better or for worse? That's a joke. His life can't possibly get any worse. Ships: Crossmare Errink Kreme Dustberry Afterdeath Horrorlust

Cross has had it. There is only one place left for him to go and he just HAS to find it. Escaping an abusive father, he seeks the Circus. A spectacle of performers and animals. But once he's there, things aren't as they seem. Ships: Crossmare Errink Kreme Horrorlust Afterdeath Dustberry WARNING: SAD

"Welcome to the Rumor Club! I'm Cross, the President. I'm glad to meet you!" A new school is like a new companion. Adapting to them. Getting along with them. "The Rumor Club is made to solve supernatural rumors. Something out of this world!" "Why do you held... masses during October 26, Killer?" "It's for the missing students, Dream." "... Missing?" They're like people. You get to know them over time. You learn their nature. You learn their dark secrets. "I like to report a missing person." "Your name, sir?" "Nightmare Joku." "And their name?" "Cross." ---:--- New Book Cover is created by the amazing @yuamiichu who is planning to create a comics for this book. Please support her on Instagram and Tumblr under the same name! May you be smiled upon!! WARNING! This book contains the following: Strong language, Violence and Mentions of Suicide. Depression and Suicide is no laughing matter and should be talked about and dealt with quickly. Please talk to anyone about your worries because the burden should not be carried alone. Cross X Nightmare - CrossMare Highschool AU Book Cover not mine... Characters belong to their respectful owner.