Dazai tries to commit suicide by jumping off of the Port Mafia headquarters building... but then a certain redhead from his past saves him. Will the two former partners in crime be able to reconnect, or will one's inability to love others and the others' inability to love himself get in the way? This fic will include some other ships like Shin Soukoku, Ranpoe, and Gin & Higuchi Note: Cover art is not mine, I found it on pinterest. All characters belong to Kafka Asagiri, author of Bungo Stray Dogs (except for any ocs)

The moonlight coming from the curtainless window was the only thing that was illuminating his room. He looked at his reflection in the mirror again, his eyes now burning with unshed tears. He blinked furiously. Dazai was mad at himself, mad at the world for taking one of the only people that mattered to him. He wanted to scream, but his throat was already hurting. He didn't wanna make it worse.

It's been years since Oda died but Dazai still carries a deep hatred towards himself. When Atsushi, Kunikida, Chuuya, and Dazai go on a mission together, what will they discover about their mysterious friend? What will they learn about his past? Warning: self-harm, attempted suicide, gay relationships, alcoholism A LOT OF ANGST YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN THIS SHOW OR THE CHARACTERS! ALL OF THIS IS A FANFICTION, AND IS THEREFORE NOT CANNON! Enjoy!