𝐌𝐮𝐳𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐬 𝐆𝐢𝐲𝐮𝐮 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐚 𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐧... (╬▔皿▔)╯ 𝐆𝐢𝐲𝐮𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐞, 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐳𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐧𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐨𝐧𝐞. 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬. 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐝𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞? 𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐨 𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐳𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐰? 𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧 (𝐬𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠) 𝐩𝐨𝐯'𝐬, 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 (𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐥𝐲) 𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧. 𝐓𝐖: 𝐃𝐞𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦, 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝, 𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 (𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟) 𝐃𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐧 𝐆𝐢𝐲𝐮𝐮 𝐀𝐔 𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐜𝐮𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐆𝐢𝐲𝐮𝐮. !!𝐈 𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞, 𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭 𝐠𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐨𝐰𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐬!!

Peace and tranquility. Most all humans wish for a life filled to the brim with it. Giyuu was no exception to that. He, much like any other people, had only ever wanted to live a comfortable life. One without hardship, and one without illness. Most people never thought to wish on the second. Giyuu, however, has suffered dearly due to both physical illness, and mental. He often times found himself wandering around at night, not heading anywhere specific. His mind is awfully foggy at these times, and so he will often feel disoriented in a way; he wasn't thinking about where he was, and nor did he care.. The cover art isn't mine! Disclaimer: none of these characters belong to me, they belong to the creator of kny itself. TW: This story contains strong language, self harm, mentions of self harm, death, gore, mentions of suicide, and suicide itself. Why does everyone keep adding my book to sanegiyuu and/or sabigiyuu reading lists..? 😭 Disclaimer, this is an old book. There is a version of it that is going to be the rewrite, and many scenes have been added and removed. If you are looking for genuinely legible writing, I would transfer to the rewrite.