"Don't pass out hope like gum, you'll have none left for yourself." This irreverent and fatal blowing poetry is a calling to selflessness and an end to a relationship. All that was left were senseless shreds of hope. #1 (PoetryCollection) 4.3.22 #1 (PoemBook) 4.8.22 #2 (PoeticJustice) 4.12.22 #1 (PoeticJustice) 4.16.22 #18 (poetry) 12.5.22

unspeakable. why don't you find out for yourself? themes to be explored: the art of tolerating unbearable things, joy, lovesickness, power dynamics, identity fragmentation, sexuality, ambiguous relationships, chronic illness, motherhood, heresy, nonsensical cosmic connections, the ultimate fate of humanity, oatmeal, and whatever materialises when I start writing with a total lack of sense or dignity. blanket trigger warning. [2021]

i yearn for love but i will never search for it.

𝐩𝐨𝐞𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬. (Highest ranking:#1 in #poetry,#5 in #poem,#5 in poems,#3 in lovepoem.)

𝗽𝗼𝗲𝘁𝗿𝘆 ✧ quiet my fears with the sound of your voice © April 2021

𝗽𝗼𝗲𝘁𝗿𝘆 ✧ come, live in my daydream. © September 2020

In this collection, peaches taught me the subtle standards for men across the globe. It taught me to be aware of the peach's lustrous nectar, it taught me to evade having fuzz upon my face, it taught me to be aware of my weight, and it taught me to grow up knowing whether you are either an orange or a peach. From the women on the rocks trying to learn to sing to climbing the ladder following the leader, I have learned that we are all taught a standard, and a variety of rules for our consumers on the outside to perceive. However, I have learned that the more subtle I become on the outside, the easier it is to demonetize me as a follower instead of a leader. The poetry has helped me find a way through the lies I have believed in my family for a long time. I should break this chain, striving for my own and protecting my thoughts, all while sticking true to my heart and following the real paths I am meant to take #23 (poetry) 4.15.22 #14 (prose) 4.17.22 #38 (poetry collection) 4.18.22 #8 (Poetrycollection) 6.1.22 #7 (poetry book) 12.5.22 #40 (poetry) 12.6.22

𝑷𝑶𝑬𝑻𝑹𝒀 𝑭𝑶𝑹 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑳𝑶𝑵𝑬𝑳𝒀 𝑨𝑵𝑫 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑺𝑰𝑳𝑬𝑵𝑻. Lost Poetry || a small anthology of poems, prose, and other dark thoughts. Introduction Part I: Insecurities & Other Blackholes Part II: Letters to Unknown Lovers Part III: The Lost Poetry This book is for all the poetry I had lost before; when I thought I would never write again - but would somehow always find the courage to pick up the pen once more. | Completed | ʜɪɢʜᴇsᴛ ʀᴀɴᴋɪɴɢ: #8 in writings #8 in poetrycontest