This is my first story, I tried my best so yea. There will be NO NSFW or smut. That would be violating Ranboo's boundaries. It will only go as far as holding hands, cuddling, hugging, and kissing (idk about making out though). I am not shipping, this story is mainly for fun. Do not go shipping them irl seeing as they aren't comfortable with it. THE COVER ART IS NOT MINE (The credit is on the picture) ENJOY

*WARNING THERE ARE SPELLING ERRORS, so SUCK IT UP.* Ranboo has a hard time dealing with his emotions, and often puts others before himself, he develops unhealthy coping mechanisms early on in his childhood, and his life starts to seem meaningless. But the stupid trip is right around the corner. It's either tubbo and everyone else find out, or take easy way out. TRIGGER WARNINGS! Mentions of self harm/ graphic Description of self harm, ED, Depression, mentions of suicide/ suicide attempts and suicidal thoughts along with self degrading thoughts, Rape/ mentions of rape. [start date, somewhere in late 2020.] [end date, early 2022.] Finish word count: 41623. 1st in Ranbooangst 4/10/2021 1st in Words hurt 6/10/2021 1st in Ranboolive 16/10/2021 1st in Angsty 17/10/2021 1st in dsmpangst 1/11/2021 1st in beeduo 7/11/2021 1st in Angst 11/11/2021