"you hate me," nicholas whispers, lips brushing against his pulse, feeling the way it races. his grip tightens around euijoo's waist, possessive. "because i make you weak." euijoo should be furious. should shove him away. should press the gun deeper and remind himself that this is war, that this isn't a game, that nicholas is the reason for the blood on his hands, the scars on his body, the weight in his chest that never goes away. but nicholas is so warm. and euijoo is so cold. so he kisses him back. (or: euijoo never thought he'd see nicholas again-until the day he's sent to hunt him down. now, standing on opposite sides of a war, with a gun between them, euijoo realizes too late- nicholas was never just another criminal. and he was never just another enforcer. )

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euijoo's grip on the cup of water loosened as he stared into the sadness, fear, and 𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘵 in nicholas's bloodshot eyes. 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵. "euijoo," nicholas breathed, his voice carrying the weight of the world, broken, scared, and utterly defeated. "𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘮𝘦." [a nichojoo zombie apocalypse au; inspired by euijoo's fancall answer to the question: "what will you do if nicholas gets infected with the zombie virus?" a. abandon and run away b. offer himself to nicholas ej:"𝘪'𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘢𝘴"]