Recommendations of bl books that I enjoyed and you might to;)

"When I first saw you, I thought I'd have to kill you." "Uh, excuse me?" "But now I'll kill anyone that even thinks of laying a finger on you," he said, a dry laugh escaping his lips. "How times change, huh?" ~~~ Atlas, a young chef, was simply trying to survive in the big city. When a mysterious intruder, Emil, breaks into his apartment, Atlas is thrust into a life completely different from his. As Emil takes a liking to Atlas, will the chef run away? Or will the crime boss give him a reason to stay? ~~~ [mxm]

Don't blush. It will just make you look sweeter... Whack! Smack! Slap! Xavier That sound has always made my heart flutter. Especially after a fateful game of truth or dare in college. Awkward freshman, meet dreamboat senior. Humiliating. Except I'm not in college anymore. I'm twenty-five, and inheriting my father's candy store. And that dreamboat is suddenly back in Denver. He's brought his dashing smile with him from Manhattan. Not to mention those strong hands. For one year, he's in Denver to manage a prestigious city redevelopment project. The kind of big budget thing they throw galas for. The kind of project that just might steamroll a little candy shop like mine. But when it comes to Dominick, it's not only my shop that's in trouble. If there is one man who can make me confess my desires, it's him. Desires I never thought I could speak, let alone feel... Desires that beat in my heart for him, whether I'm prepared to admit it or not. #4 - lgbt #1 - mxb

"Just try it, it will feel amazing." She said wiggling it in front of my face. "Ew, God no." I replied, knocking it under the car seat "You're such a prude man" She snapped, getting out of the car. Aspen carter, the baby of the bunch .He's never went on a date , never had sex or even kissed someone before . In his defense it's so he can stay focused on getting into a great college, to become a chef. Well that takes a turn for the worst when he's finally fed up with his best-friends brother taunts and decides to take matters into his own hands . With an obsession with monkey bread and two overwhelming best friends. Aspen tries his best to make it out of high school in one piece. Well, maybe a few scratches wouldn't hurt. #1 in gay 6/24/2021 #1 in mxm 12/12/2022 #1 in submissives 1/14/2023

"I'll count to three, if you and your faggot ass are not out that door by time I land on three, I'll throw you out myself." My dad hissed. Noah Thompson, seventeen years old and hiding from the world about his sexuality. He thought he could keep it a secret, he thought he could stay in the closet, just until he graduated High School. Just when he thought his life couldn't get any harder, it does. Especially the moment, he meets Ryder Everest.

[ boy x boy ] Ethan Ryder wasn't planning on moving to a new town just before starting his final year at high school. He wasn't planning on leaving his friends behind, only to have to make new ones. He wasn't planning on leaving his dad behind, either. But after Ethan's mom caught her husband cheating, she ran off, taking nothing but her two children and a lorry full of furniture. And leaving nothing but the divorce papers. Ethan's family was struggling with money; leaving on such short notice it was hard for his mom to secure a job. And with Ethan starting brand new at a new school, he had his own problems. Babysitting his little sister, dealing with a new, demanding friend, the threats of beginning at a new school, and a cute guy in his photography class that won't leave him alone. - - - - - Cover credit: @LuCaBeLLe - - - - - - Nominated for the Watty's 2018 Longlist #1 - #breakstereotypes / 10.8.18 #13 - #stereotypes / 22.8.18 #3 - #fandom / 29.12.18 #16 - #romance / 5.12.18 #1 - #homosexual /15.12.18 #1 - #highschool / 21.3.19 #1 - #cliche / 23.2.19 #3 - #completed / 13.3.19 #6 - #gay / 28.3.19 #8 - #lgbt / 15.7.19

Lucian's life is bland and grey. He has a normal job, normal friends and a normal relationship, but he's not attracted to normality, he wants chaos, he wants the rush of adrenaline from taking risks, and that's what he gets when he meets Cedric and Elijah, the boys who will paint his world with a kaleidoscope of colors.

(EDITING) As a result of Grayson's constant dedication to pushing through, he was accustomed to his hectic and tough life. He did everything he was supposed to do and kept fighting, but, when you push down your emotions they're bound to explode. Alongside his brothers being a foster child, he's been subjected to bullshit since he can remember. He was pushed to the edge by a series of events, so he knew it was time to get the hell out and venture out on his own. Although he was set on his decision, the new Italian boy from next door changed his mind. Life for Grayson takes a turn for the worse or for the better. WARNING: This story includes love between two boys, mature themes, degrading words, violence, mental health, drugs, and trauma.

enemies to lovers but not really ;) i wrote this story when i was 13 i can assure you i am not looking for criticism xx