Basically a story about a traumatised forced villain Izuku :) *** Izuku sharply turned around and sauntered forwards, tilting his head to the side slightly. He made sure the knife caught in the light of flashlights from phones. "What are you calling your saviour a monster for?" he asked, fake innocence running thickly through his words. *** Izuku had long ago abandoned his dream of becoming a Hero, painfully watching as it turned into a mere fantasy, but when Sensei tasks him with the mission to infiltrate his dream school, UA, the smoking remains of his passion is rekindled. And after a week in a chaotic classroom, he begins to realise that maybe hiding the fact that you work for an infamous villain group in a Hero school is not as easy as he thought. // Warnings will be at the start of each chapter. This story will cover these topics, each to some degree: physical, emotional, psychological abuse, torture, attempted suicide, PTSD, panic attacks, depression, self-harm. PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. Cross-posted on Archive of Our Own. Cover will change!!

Midoriya and bakugo have been friends since they were kids. In middle school they started dating and Izuku was very happy. He stopped getting bullied by Kacchan and everything seemed OK . But no one knew Izuku had depression or an eating disorder. No one knew his smiles were fake. No one knew the pain he never showed anyone. No one knew he was one push away from wanting to end it all. He has a quirk. Well two actually but everyone think he has only one. The one people know about is animal. He can shift into a cat or become a neko. He has cat like reflexes and amazing agility. The other one, well, we'll save that for another time. They both get into UA and that's when things take a turn for the worse. Or so Izuku thinks. What happened to the poor boy? Was what happened for the best? Or will he spiral down and become a hollow shell. This story may have some triggers that include the following: -cutting -eating disorders -suicidal thoughts -suicide attempts -depression -anxiety -panic attacks

Bakugou picked up a letter- almost exploding the crumpled up paper when he spotted the four letters 'deku'. But then he read it-... "....d-dEKU!!" ... *i update every 1 to 2 days depending on how long the chapter is ;)*

[Sequel officially out titled "Beautiful dreams"] [COMPLETED] Hello, My name is Izuku Midoriya. Right now, I'm in U.A HighSchool. Before I met All Might, I was close to believing I had no chance becoming a hero... but now I think I have higher chances with a quirk! I just have to believe in myself. And get him to believe in me. ѧṭ ʟєѧṡṭ ɞєғȏяє ı ƿѧṡṡ ѧẇѧʏ

A story where everyone is on a first name basis. Izuku's mother, Inko, had died just before his first day at UA, also just after Izuku's father, Hisashi, had returned. After Inko's death Hisashi had become abusive. 1a is in there second year of UA and no one has found out that Izuku's being abused by his father, that is until Kirishima walked in on him covering up his bruises, and saw his chest bleeding. I hope you enjoy!

Izuku is always known as peppy, happy, and excited to be involved, but when some of his darkest secrets are revealed to the entire school, his life is threatened by his own mind. His mother knows he suffers from anxiety, depression, and bullying but tries to hide it from the world. Soon enough, that pathetic smile he holds is broken.

As the days go on, so does the hunt to find Izuku. As Izuku struggles with finding himself after having no memories and his so called best friend Dabi tries to fill in the blanks for him, but none of it feels right. The UA students try to balance out looking for Izuku and their future of heroes. Katsuki and Kirishima keep their relationship afloat and Shoto struggles to keep his feelings to himself until the last moment. And his secret is something he's not proud of. started -10/07/2019 Edited, 01/01/2020 Trigger warning are- sexual assault. Mention, doesn't go into detail. Death. Cursing.

Izuku Midoriya has been bullied by Katsuki Bakugo since they were children. Midoriya gave Bakugo the nickname Kacchan, and Bakugo gave Midoriya the nickname Deku ~ that means useless. Midoriya has finally had enough. He has been mentally and physically abused and can't take it anymore. This book takes place when they are in middle school. ⚠️Warning⚠️ - Selfharm - Abuse - Suicide - Cussing - Depression - Slight eating disorder If this causes triggers I recommend you do not read this book.

Midoriya doesn't have a good life. He makes it seem as though everything is fine, until someone finds out a secret he was supposed to keep. How will everyone react to Izuku not being the happy boy he is. PLEASE READ WARNINGS self harm swearing abuse suicidal thoughts if none of these appeal to you please don't read.

Izuku was abused by his father, beaten by his only friends, and ignored by his hero. Then it gets better because of a better hero. Then again there is always a relapse. There will always be a chance of going back.